Forever and Always

Part 19

Noah's pov:
I woke up and saw Dixie sleeping on my chest.  where was my mind when I told her that we can cuddle? Anyway, I was about to leave the bed but she pulled me back

D:babyyy don't gooo

She's asleep,she doesn't know what she is saying

N: Dixie I need the bathroom
D: please come back when you are done
N: yeah

I went to the bathroom and got ready. When i walked out i saw Dixie sleeping. I really wanted to wake her up but I can't . I start to tied up my room while she's sleeping. After 30 minutes she woke up

D: good morning
N: good morning
D: thank you for letting me cuddle you
N: yeah sure .
D: is this our last cuddle?
N: yeah maybe
D: oh (about to cry ) I'll go to the bathroom (goes to the bathroom) I'm so f*ucking stupid (crying) I hate myself

Dixie's pov :
I got out of the bathroom and didn't see Noah . Maybe he's in the kitchen. I want downstairs and saw him making some coffee.

N: do you want some ?
D: no thank you
N: you sure ? You love my coffee ?
D: fine I'll have some
N: ok ( starts making her coffee)
D: can you teach me how to do it ?
N: sure come here
D:( goes up to him )

Noah starts teaching me how to do the coffee . I actually wasn't that interested in coffee , I just wanted to spend some time together.

N: and done . You did it!
D: mhm (smiles) thanks for teaching me
N:np
D: can I ask you some questions?
N: sure
D: what did you did after the break up ?
N: I cried a lot, but I talked to Bryce and realized that I deserve better
D: so you don't want me anymore? You don't want Doah to be back?
N: idk
D: it's fine . Anyways , are you talking to another girl?
N: no
D: are you looking for another girl?
N: not really
D: do you think we can get back together?
N: idk
D: yes or no
N: no actually
D: I hope your lying . Ok these are my questions , your turn
N: I don't have any questions
D: just think about anything
N: umm ok , are you still talking to nick ?
D: no . After what we did , I didn't want to talk to him
N: do you still have feelings for me ?
D:yes
N: interesting. So you're not talking or looking for a guy right?
D: yes
N: ok umm , why do you still love me though? I made you cry every day?
D: because I broke your heart. And I love you since I was 12 so I can't just loose my feelings for you in one night
N: I loved you since you broke up with griffin
D: oh
N: mhm.why don't you go out with another guy ?
D: because I love you idiot
N: right ok I don't have any questions
D: what do you want to do?
N: you know you can leave now
D: since when you are rude ?
N: since now .
D: um ok . I'm leaving
N: yea bye
D:( starts crying) why are you so rude?
N: idk
D: ok bye . I love you
N: (ignores her)
D: b-bye (leaves)
N: why was I so rude to her?

I went home and saw Charli and chase cuddling and watching a movie. I remembered me and Noah always did this . I really miss us
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