I wish with all my heart that I could tell my friends what's happening without putting them in danger.
I wish I could get my friends powers so that they can fight Alva without getting hurt.
I wish I could go back to being a normal kid who could act her age, not having the weight of worlds on her shoulders.
I wish I could leave this all behind and go into a dimension where people actually care.
I wish that I knew someone who could grant all of these wishes, but unfortunately, I don't.
"Gilly, it's time for dinner. Are you going to go to the cafeteria?" Miri asks, coming into my mirror.
"No. I ate earlier." I say. It's true, I ate with me from dimension 28ABG after we finished fighting an army.
I also don't want to have to see my friends again. I don't want to have to talk to them. I can't.
"Are you sure miss Gillian? You haven't come out of your dorm for days, other than to attend classes." Miri tells me.
I shake my head and look away from my mirror.
"I'm fine Miri. I'll come out of my room later. If I feel like it, I'll go pegasus riding." I assure Miri.
"If you say so." Miri says, leaving the mirror.
I collapse on my bed and take a deep breath.
"Just breath Gilly. It will all be okay. Soon you and the others will defeat the evil army and you'll be with your friends again." I say to myself.
If only I could tell them now.
If only I could apologize to them.
If only I could look at them without feeling overpowering guilt and sadness.
If only I could save this world without hurting people.
If only I could run back to my friends and be welcomed back with open arms.
If only.
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Not Forgiven but Forgotten
FanfictionAll the characters belong to Jen Calonita unless said otherwise. In 'Charmed' Gilly asked her friends to forgive her, but what if she hadn't? What if it was to protect her loved ones? What if it was all just her way of saving people from the evil th...