Player one and Player two

Chapter 27:Relapsing

We got home and I went up to my room without saying anything to anyone. I just flop on my bed and look up at the ceiling thinking if I never came here maybe things would have been different. I take out the pocket knife I had in my suitcase and walk into the bathroom I had in my room I sit on the floor years rolling down my face and then make three red lines on my wrist. I look at them and just think I deserve this and after I said that I got up and put band aids on my wrist and then washed my face. After I did that it was time for dinner I went downstairs and sat down we had salad and chicken Amber and her mom ate and I didn't I wasn't hungry. Her mom said "are u not hungry?" I just shook my head and said "may I be excused?" She just said yes and I ran back upstairs and looked out the window.

I heard a knock on my door it was Amber she said "hey are you okay?" And I just shrugged my shoulders. She sat next to me and said "if this is about Diane she's dumb don't let her get in your head" I just looked at her with teary eyes and said "maybe she already did" and she said "what do u mean".  I hesitated and took off the hoodie I was wearing and showed her the band aids on my wrists and she said "when did u do this?" "before dinner" I said and she just took my wrists and kissed it and then gave me a big hug and said "it's ok it's going to be okay".