Player one and Player two

Chapter 14:Weekend Swimming

After I had some cuts on my arm it was about 8pm and then I bandaged up my arms and then put on a gray sweatshirt and then went to Amber's room and then asked her if she wanted to watch a movie and she said yeah and we ended up watching Decendants.At some point during the movie I fell asleep and when I woke up it was morning and I was sleeping in Amber's arms I looked over at her sleeping she looked so adorable.I kissed her cheek and went to take a shower since there was a bathroom in her room,I got my clothes which was just some black Adidas pants and a white tee shirt.I took a shower and put on the outfit and then went back to my room to put on a black hoodie even if it was 80 degrees outside and when I finished doing that Amber woke up and came to my room and said "oh good morning hon" and I just said "good morning." She kissed me and said "I'm going to take a shower" and I just said "okay." After some time she got out of the shower and she came to my room wearing some black jeans and a gray shirt.I just stare at her and when she noticed I blushed more. Amber's mom came in and said "good morning girls come eat breakfast" and we got off of my bed and went downstairs her mom just made french toast and it smelled so good.We sat down and whole we were eating Amber said "hey Mom can we go swimming today since it's so warm out? And she said "that's a great idea" I was nervous on the inside so I put on a fake smile.

When everyone was done eating Amber's mom said to go put on our swimsuits and me and Amber went upstairs to her room and she said "want to borrow one of my swimsuits I have too many anyway." I just said "no I basically just wear shorts and a t-shirt" and then she asked "why?" While looking for her swimsuit,  "because I'm insecure" when she finally found the one she was looking for it was a plain black swimsuit and it was a one piece "you shouldn't be insecure your beautiful" she said making me blush "thanks". Amber went into the bathroom to put on her swimsuit and I just went into my room to put on mine (the shorts and t-shirt) and when I put it on I looked in the mirror and I just don't like the way my body looks and my scars are everywhere I just look ugly. I put on some black leggings and a hoodie and went back to Amber's room "ready to go?" She said "yeah" I replied.We went downstairs and her mom was already in the car so we got in the car."Where are we going" I ask "oh we're going to this lake where I use to go to when I was a kid. "Oh okay" the drive wasn't long but when we got there I started feeling anxious.