Hey, it's been awhile, to say the least.
A lot has changed since I started writing and the biggest thing is that I'm 18 and decided to enlist in the Navy. I ship out in June for boot camp and I've discovered somethings about myself that I wished I had known earlier.
Firstly, and I'm saying it because I know it's almost a 0% chance anyone in the government will see this or care, but I have ADHD. To a lot of you this may not seem like a huge thing at first, but it explains so much about my life that I thought was just me just not being as good at school as everyone else around me and why I had such bad depression growing up (besides being abused by my former stepfather) and why I struggled/struggle with life growing up.
Second, I quickly realized that I am not straight, and I feel better saying this here because my family will not be accepting about it, so I put this here in hopes that it's kept with you guys in confidence or at least indifference to it.
Finally, IDK if I'm going to keep using this account. It has too many bad memories baked into it and I've changed as a writer since I first started writing here to the point where I've considered deleting this account, but I've decided to keep it up, but not update it. This is likely my last message on this account, however I made a whole new account with nothing on it yet where I'm going to start fresh and move away from this type of topic of abuse and depression because I've moved away from it and I feel as if I continue on this account with the edgy topics I've written on here that I'm staying in this sort of loop of reliving what I went through when I started this story.
I apologize to everyone who was really into this story, but it's not being continued, or at least not being continued until I can face this stuff again, but don't hold your breath.
If you wanna follow the other account it's Spicy_father_scorch where I'll hopefully have a new story soon.
Thank you for understanding and thank you for your support even after all these years of not touching this account.
love y'all <3
P.S. for anyone wondering, I signed a Hospital Corpsman contract, afterwards I plan on going to an FMTB to work with the Marines.
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