why do i still let myself get angry from you. i still let myself feel things toward you when i don't care about you. i saw a picture of you today and it made me sick to my stomach. i had a good day today but then i saw you and it made me feel ill. i don't like when i see you in public. i don't like when i see you at all. it's like i want you to be in pain. it's like when i think about everything you put me through i want to cry, and then i want you to feel that same pain. i'm glad i had the opportunity to break your heart, because you broke me. my existence, my soul, broken into tiny little pieces. even as i grow and put my pieces back together, i feel angry.
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PoetryThis started as a note in my phone but I wanted to share it for others to read as well. These are the thoughts that I have gone through after getting out of an unhealthy relationship, rejoining the dating scene, and rediscovering myself. It's so cle...