the situations in my life rn make me feel nauseous. maybe it's anxiety. maybe stress. if i start thinking too much i feel sick. i know i'm not taking care of myself like i should, i've known that for awhile. i said before that i feel like i lack control in my life. now even more than before. now i don't have a car. now i'm reliant on other people even more than i had to be before. i ache. i feel pain. nausea.
it makes me want to push everyone away. it makes me want to not speak. it makes me want to drink and call every boy to tell them i love them.
nausea.
i don't sleep at night because i don't look forward to my day when i wake up. all of my responsibilities are becoming so heavy. again.
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Things I'm Thinking About
PoesíaThis started as a note in my phone but I wanted to share it for others to read as well. These are the thoughts that I have gone through after getting out of an unhealthy relationship, rejoining the dating scene, and rediscovering myself. It's so cle...
