i opened this note to write about how i feel. to write about what happened. but i cant seem to find the words. numbness comes to mind. part of me wants to say "why would he do that" just like i said when you did the same. but i didn't love this man, i didn't have a special place in my heart for this man like i did you. it doesn't make it less hard or less painful. but i'm getting through it.
why do i feel guilty for making you recognize what you did. why do i feel like i'm making things harder for you when you're the one who hurt me. what trauma or trigger in my life has subjected me to these feelings. this emotional backlash.
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Things I'm Thinking About
PoetryThis started as a note in my phone but I wanted to share it for others to read as well. These are the thoughts that I have gone through after getting out of an unhealthy relationship, rejoining the dating scene, and rediscovering myself. It's so cle...
