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I yawned softly as my eyes tried to close on their own. I've been up all night trying to finish these papers for school. After talking to my grandma and even my dad, I decided that it's best if I move out of LA and get a fresh start in Atlanta. I'm nervous but I know that it'll be good for my soul. Ever thing that's happened with Rakim's passing and me and Jordan's relationship were all signs that it's time for me to live life for myself.
Ryan is weeks away from giving birth and she said that after that she's gonna move in with of her friends. She seemed a little skeptical about it. I wouldn't mind her moving to Atlanta. But I know she probably just wants to stay close to Toya and Reginae. They're gonna want to see the baby a lot.
I'm not the only person who's talked about moving out of LA. My mom has been mentioning wanting to go back to Houston. She says she didn't spend enough time there. I don't blame her. Houston is a beautiful city and I used to love going their to visit during my winter break. We always celebrate Christmas in Houston.
My brother is currently staying with dad because my mom has been in and out of town. I haven't really heard from him but that's good. Usually when Julez calls me he's either getting into it with our mom or with his dad. I know his dad he was around for a little bit in my life. We don't have a daughter father bond but I do look at him like family. I know that he can be a jackass sometimes. But so can my dad. Alan was a jackass too. Maybe my mom has a type.
"So what are the vibes tonight?" Alana asked me.
"I'm not sure. Jordan's grandma has Xia so im down for whatever." I say shrugging my shoulders.
"Maybe we should go downtown and kick it." Alana suggested.
I sigh deeply, "I mean I guess." I'm not really down for the party scene tonight but I haven't seen Alana in whole so I guess I'll make an exception.
"I have a new homie I've been kicking it with. Maybe she'll come if that's okay with you?" Alana asked.
My face scrunched up in jealousy.
"So you just been in these streets while I was busy huh?" I ask crossing my arms.
"Well I had to find a new drinking buddy and she was down with the shits. She had her own little crew as well so we was just kicking it!" Alana explained to me.
I am a jealous friend. I don't like meeting new people. Especially the type of people that Alana typically attract. Very Hollywood and always wanna be seen; gotta be the center of attention. I only have one friend like that and it happens to be Alana.
"I'm gonna come. I'm gonna come." I say assuring her. "I need to go make a run somewhere but I'll meet you up there." I tell Alana.
"You better." Alana said rolling her eyes.
"Yeah whatever. Get off my phone hoe."
Alana hung up and I tossed my phone on my bed. I got in the shower and got ready for my night out. Hopefully I like Alana's new friends because I have a lot of built up anger and I would hate to beat a hoe ass because they done pissed me off.
