Too cold, too numb.

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Thousands of words that would never be spoken, inside my soul completely frozen.

That's why I don't talk anymore. My words are always too cold and so out of emotions. And that's how people thought my heart is, but no, they're mistaken. My heart was too full of emotions, my mind was too full of doubt and illusions and my body was full of scars, expressing my emotional sorrow. And that's how the emotions slowly faded till I became too numb to speak, too numb to feel, too numb to think and too numb to even feel the physical pain caused by my razor's blade.

And maybe.. I'm just too numb to stay alive!

S o
C l o s e
T o
S u i c i d e . . .

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