Soliloquy

New Body Texture.

Grab your razor,

Hurt me, hurt me more.

Press it against my neck

Write your first letter

Do it artistically

So you'll be

Remembered

Inside me

Forever

Draw undefined scars

All over my chest

Just like your undefined words

You always tell

I never understand

You never explain

Deeper you harm me

With your sharpened razor

Every scar is a blessing

Every scar is a relieve

Kill me

Kill me now

Or let me suffer

For the lifetime

Till the end

Of our little infinity.

Let me break the silence

Of this a tragic night

With my loud screams

I'm very sorry.

All I feel is pain

It is all around.

Tears..

My tears are hot

They're mixed with agony

A fire is raging inside

Let them roll down

Roll from my eyes

Let them go downwards..

And downwards..

Let it meet

My rolling blood

It only hurts more

It only burns more

It only kills me faster

I hate dying slow

Now, Touch my scars

Feel them well

Memorize this brutal art

My dear talented friend

My head is a piece of art

Bad art specifically

But, darling, everything harmful

Makes a beautiful art

Picasso's mixture-of-colors art

Gothic depressing poems

Pile of finished cigarettes

And the brutally designed texture

Those beautiful scars

All of my body

We're done with the first station

Next station? You'll never know.

You're on a roller-coaster leading to inside my head so please fasten your seatbelt and regret nothing.