Everything i didn't say // 5sos

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By the time us girls arrived to where they boys are performing, we were surprised by how many fans of the boys were here. At the sight of such a crowded area made me nervous, I don't do so well in screaming crowded areas but good for me Brooke knew about that and held my hand for comfort leading me through the crowds towards the front. Unfortunately their fans weren't happy with us skipping but Brooke didn't care and ignored them saying were part of the boys stage crew.

Looking back I didn't see Andrea or Nessa behind us or anywhere near us making me even nervous thinking such things 'what if they got eaten in the crowd' so I quickly tapped Brooke and asked her.

"Nessa is backstage taking some 'behind the scenes' photos and Andrea is just following her, don't know why" Brooke emphasized the 'behind the scenes' by putting putting her fingers in the air.

If I knew I could've went another way to avoid this madness, boy I would've. I was pretty happy about the news how they have a good chance of going on tour with this mystery band. But the fact that I won't be around for the break sucks because I'm gonna be gone for more than two weeks and the boys probably going on tour since they're so good, there's absolutely no way they won't go. Things are gonna be hectic and I doubt I'll be able to talk to them because of timezones but tonight was gonna be a good night, I hoped!

Soon after lots of chaotic screaming for the boys to go on, they finally came running on stage with all the possible energy they can give. Michael looked extremely surprised at the crowd probably not expecting so many. Calum on the other hand was just playing away on his bass so I joined in on the crowd screaming 'Go Mr.Rockstar'. Surprisingly, screaming that caught his attention barely though, he was confused at first but then I screamed it again and he laughed realizing what I was trying to say. Through this interaction, I felt Luke looking my way, then again Nessa was around me but then I looked at him and I was right he was looking at me, I bit my lip and ignored him paying attention to Ashton on the drums telling his usual introduction story, I figured getting the crowd pumped.

They sang a few songs, joked around on stage then sang a few more songs. Honestly, they were the true jokesters even on stage. All the energy that they brought on stage was insane.

The screaming girls was really distracting though but they probably like the attention. Brooke told me she helped spread the word through Twitter since she knew how much this meant to them. I knew they were a band and all but I truly didn't know they were all organized well with lots of fans, a manager and other stuff. In all honest, I thought they just called themselves a band and sang whenever they got the chance.

If everyone found out I thought that, I'd be so embarrassed, luckily for me no one would.

At the end, they quickly ran off the stage all sweaty with their instruments except for Ashton since the drums aren't portable.

Unfortunately they weren't able to do an encore making the crowd upset but they did great in my opinion. I was most definitely sure that they would get this opening act for the tour. Theres no way in hell they couldn't. At the thought of not being able to talk to them while they're on tour sucks if they do get the opportunity. But I'm sure by the time I come back, I'd still hear about it, I hope.

By the time the crowd started clearing up, the girls and I ran back through a door that leads backstage to where they would be. The dressing room they were given was pretty small but better than nothing to be honest. Since the boys were all standing close, we all immediately ran up to them engulfing them in a big group hug.

Just imagine 4 girls running up to 4 tall teenage boys for a hug, didn't go exactly so well. Somehow we found a way to almost knock them over.

"Fuck! For four girls you guys definitely have strength" Michael said out of breath. We all laughed at how true it was.