Everything i didn't say // 5sos

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"Hello there, were 5 Seconds Of Summer" Calum spoke followed by Luke "And were gonna play couple songs" Michael decided to jump in and say "Hope ya like" while winking to Brooke. I peeked over to Brooke and saw her blushing like crazy trying to hide it while having her face in her hands.

They started by singing a couple covers by some great bands like Good Charlotte, All Time Low and even Mayday Parade. Suprisingly they were really good and all I know is that i was having the best time of my life dancing with my girls by my side. Although I could feel lukes eyes on me occasionally, It felt different but I ignored it. I'm pretty sure a guy like him wouldn't go for a girl like me or even take a second look at me. They sang a few other songs that I didnt recognize which im guessing were their songs they wrote.

The last song they sang was a cover of 'Teenage Dirtbag'.

Calum started of the verse

"Her name is Noel

I have a dream about her

She rings my bell

I got gym class in half an hour

Oh, how she rocks

In Keds and tube socks

But she doesn't know who I am

And she doesn't give a damn about me"

Then Luke begins singing the main part.

"'Cause I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby

Yeah, I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby

Listen to Iron Maiden maybe with me.."

But the strange part while he was singing his line, he was looking straight at me only at me. I did probably a really stupid move in the book, I stopped dancing and stood there standing straight and my eyes went wide. He must've noticed my actions, he then smirked at me. After that he didn't look my way again for the rest of the song. A part of me was relieved, it was a bit creepy but im at teenage party where theres just people getting wasted and high so this must be normal compared to that. Another small part of me wished that he kept looking my way, to be honest I dont even know why if you ask me.

"I need some fresh air guys" I yelled over the loud music to Brooke and Allison. They both nodded at me.

I found my way to the back yard which was huge and not as crowded as inside. I was no where feeling sober and it sucked because I thought being drunk makes you forget about everything going on at the moment. I guess im that "type" of drunk.

I had no idea while I was at this party. I felt like I knew nobody but then everybody knew who I was by all the looks I was getting when I was walking in the party earlier. I didn't feel very comfortable here, mainly because the last time I was at a party like this, things didnt go very well. If Jack wasnt such an ass and did what he did I woudnt be here at this party, sitting out alone thinking how bad everything is. Going back to school is going to suck badly. I won't know anyone besides Brooke and Allison. For all I know they might ditch me for their "boyfriend's" or flings as Brooke likes to call it.

Going outside and feeling the fresh air was such a good feeling honestly. I dont even know why I didn't come outside earlier. I spotted a pool, I honestly thought people would be all over the pool making reckless decisions but there was nobody to my suprise. People were either in the bushes passed out or eating eachothers faces in dark corners. Not my problem though.

I sat at the edge of the pool without putting my feet in. Boy was it too chilly for that. Here in sydney, our summers get pretty chill but its way better than freezing negative temperatures if you ask me.

"Oiiii Jordan is that you?" a boy which im guessing was Calum by his familiar voice yelled out . I did not even get a chance to reply before i was pushed inside the pool.

"What the fuck?!?" I screamed out once i got to the surface. I looked up to meet a pare of deep blue eyes staring down at me with his arms crossed smirking at me.

"Your not supposed to be out here babe, especially all alone" his deep raspy voice with a hint of strong australian accent made me get butterflys in my stomach along with the fact that he just called me babe. But I was not gonna let this slide. He pushed my buttons real hard by pushing me in this pool.

"You! you think this is funny? pushing me in the pool late at night and then the first words you tell me are to boss me around by telling me what to not do?"

He let out a loud laughter before responding "Well what would you prefer my first words to be to you then?"

"Definitely not that"

He was about to respond before Calum came over and covered his mouth.

I let out a sigh, swimming over to the steps and walking out dripping completely, trying to squeeze the water out of my hair.

"Let me" Calum spoke, I gave him a confused look "Come on" he grabbed my hands and led me in the house. I looked back at Luke whose face looked like it lost its color. he turned away from me and kicked something in the pool but I was too far away from him to be able to notice what it was. Calum led me through the house and upstairs to a room.

"This is Ashton's room, don't worry im not gonna to hurt you" I pulled back my hand which was holding onto his hand.

"Why did you lead me up here? This isnt gonna fix my problems" I said pointing to my clothes. "Why are we even up here?" I had a lot of questions running through my head.

"Will you chill with the questions, let me go find some towels for you" he looked through lots of drawers before picking a towel out for me. "Here you go" He threw the towel at me, which I caught. Kinda thankful for being put in softball in my earlier years. Those skills of catching really help you out.

"You could've just handed me it, not throw it"

"Turn out on the right and it's the first door on the left" he very much ignored my comment. I followed his instructions and found the bathroom. I looked straight in the mirror and just thought too myself of how trashed i looked. My hair was wavy and my make up was all nice when I first got here and now my hair is crunched up messy along with my mascara running a bit. So much for waterproof mascara. I tryed fixing my hair and make up, as well as drying up a bit with the towel.

After I looked somewhat presentable I walked out the bathroom and walked into ashtons room with no Calum around.

"Looking for Calum?" that familiar voice shot up from behind me.

"Look who it is now, the asshole who proudly pushed me into the pool" I spoke and turned around to meet him standing right there infront of me, nearly inches away. His precense this close made my breathing a little faster. This feeling was crazy, I never even felt it with Jack.

"It looked tempting" That shot me back to reality.

"Tempting? your not being serious right?" I tried saying through fits of laughter. Boy was he funny trying to tell me it was "tempting". How immature can he posibly get.

"I'm not laughing, am I?" he responded with the most serious face.

"Your a real ass yanno?" I said walking past him, hitting his shoulder with mine.

"Never said I wasn't" darn his deep raspy voice.

I walked pretty fast to get out of that room with him. Not knowing where I was going, I just kept walking till I found myself at the liquor table. After three or even four red cups full of cherry vodka, I started to feel the alcohol kicking in, i'll probably have the worst hangover in the morning but its too late to worry about the amount I drank.

I couldnt stop thinking of Luke for some reason. There was so much more to him I thought. He just seemed so interesting.

"You shouldn't be drinking this much" Lukes filled the voice of the room.

"Watch me" I smirked walking past him to the room full of dancing people. If anything it looks more crowded than earlier.

Cheers to a good night.

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