Everything i didn't say // 5sos

21

The next day after my dad's business party was Monday.

Monday.

The day I come back to school.

Last night, I still didn't sleep and what I can remember, I haven't slept since I came back on Saturday.

The whole night I spent on my computer on Tumblr reblogging almost everything. Tumblr was basically my life, next to Twitter. At 3 in the morning, I skyped my friend Bailey who lived in Florida so it was a perfect time for her since it was the afternoon over there. Bailey was my other good friend I spent most of my time with besides Ian in Florida. She was way more wild then me and had influence on me as well. We talked for a few hours till I had to start get ready for school.

I dreaded coming back to school especially after spending so much time away from it. Almost a month I was gone.

I put my laptop back in its case and changed into my clothes for school which consisted light wash ripped jeans and a stripped shirt with my white old converse that I used to wear a long time ago when I went through the converse phase.

Since I wasn't in a rush to school, I took my sweet time making my way there. With my headphones blasting music in my ears, I sang along quietly looking around my surroundings and noticed a moonlight flower plant on the ground. Moonlight flowers were my absolutely favorite types of flowers. When I was younger, every single one I found I'd put in my hair.

I smiled at the memory of my young self and figured 'why the hell not?' So I picked it up and examined it the whole way to school, even in the subway.

As I arrived at school, I took a picture of it and put it softly on a bush that'd I remember to come around to see it again later.

Butterflies rose in my stomach as I made my way towards the music room halls. But as I passed the third door, someone put their hand on me and covered my mouth pulling me in a dark room.

I tried screaming, no sound came out though besides my heart beating so fast.

We both stumbled in the room almost falling on top of eachother.

Whoever grabbed me like that closed a door. The room was too dark till the lights came on and I was in the music room. I immediately took the chance to pull away and turned to see a startled Luke.

"Seriously?" I said through breaths rubbing my arms.

"What?" He smirked.

"You scared me!" I slapped his arm playfully.

He came towards me grabbing my hands pushing me up against a wall softly. "You should've known it was me"

"How? You literally grabbed me so rough" I hissed loosening my hands from his.

"Babe shh" he put his finger on his mouth "You haven't seen rough yet" he winked playfully leaving me there standing dumbfounded looking at him like he's crazy.

He went further into the room grabbing a guitar off the stand and playing a few strings while sitting on a desk. Slowly I made my way over to him sitting on a desk next to his.

"You're really strange" I mumbled but he was too concentrated on the guitar "So why'd you wanna meet here?" I asked.

"I wanted to ask you for your opinion on this song I wrote but it's probably shit so-" he scratched the back of his neck.

"No no no, show me!" I cut him off nodding eagerly at him.

"Here goes nothing" he sighed .

'Wake me up now, and tell me this is all a bad dream