Everything i didn't say // 5sos

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You'd think after your first love that wow your life really sucks, but the first question is were you really in love or did you think you were in love.

Its been two months since me and my "first love" Jack broke up. Your probably wondering who Jack is? well Jack was my first love for about two years. We met in the eight grade, but then in freshman year, he finally had the guts to ask me to be his girlfriend.

However at the end of sophmore year, he threw one of his annual end of school parties. There was definitely alcohol involved, he decided it would be funny to get super drunk and hook up with a random girl. The worst part was that he looked right at me in the eye while he was doing it, that wasnt the first time he cheated on me and after that night i never spoke to him again.

School was starting in about one week, boy was i not prepared for it. that would mean i would probably have to face my ex boyfriend for the next two years.

"Jordan!!" screamed my older brother Blake through the other side of my bedroom door. "Andrea and Brooke are at the door, they say its an emergency"

Andrea and Brooke are both my best friends and possibly only friends well besides Jack when he was my friend.

"Im coming!" i yelled at him.

I opened my bedroom door and ran down the stairs and opened the front door to find Andrea and Brooke both standing there with make up/hair stuff bags.

Then thats what reminded me, theres this annual big back to school party today but this time not thrown by Jack instead thrown by the one and only popular upperclassmen ashton irwin.

"no no no no" i repeated atleast ten times before slamming the door closed. "im not going, so go away" i yelled through the door.

Somehow they wouldnt stop knocking on the door or yelling to open the door and some very colorful words. I thought too myself, theyre not going to stop. So i just opened the door, the second i opened the door they ran through and grabbed my wrist and led me up to my room in almost less than a minute.

We entered my room and they sat me down on my chair infront of my mirror.

"Do i have to go guys? like we can stay here and- " Brooke cut me off

"Nope you stayed here locked away in your room all summer sleeping and watching netflix all day, were not going to let you mope your life away over Jack " at the mention of his name made me flinch because its been two weeks since ive stopped thinking of him, guess im not completely over him. "So your going to this party and your going to have the time of your life and forget about him for once and for all so shut up and let us get you ready" she continued. Andrea stood there agreeing with her.

I kinda expected Andrea to not agree with Brooke because she was a softie and understood what i went through since she went through the same thing last year with her ex boyfriend sam. Brooke on the other hand was not a softie and its really rare if she breaks down, i really wish i was as strong as her and not so emotional.

About two hours passed and we were all ready in our party outfits. Brooke wore a dark blue skater dress with a black blazer and black dr.martens while her blonde hair was perfectly straightened. Andrea wore a light pink crop top with jean high-waisted shorts and white converse while her dark black hair was in loose curls. I on the other hand wore a black long sleeved crop top with red ripped jeans and my lovely black vans that i love very much with my brown hair was in wavy curls.

"Wait a second" I said while brooke and Andrea gave me a confused look, i went through my closet and looked for my camera.

"PICTURES" i yelled and they nodded.

After few funny posing and cheesin smiling photos we were ready for this party and at the bottom pit of my stomach i sorta had a good feeling about this party.

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