Everything i didn't say // 5sos

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Today was Wednesday.

3 days since my argument with my brother.

Boy has it been awkward between us. All he gives me are sorry looks but disappointment looks at the same time. I gave him the 'say one word and i'll snap' look.

I was still very upset with him. Instead of him being angry with me its the other way around now.

Words between us have not been said. I've avoided any way of talking to him. If I needed something, id learn how to get it or deal with not having it. There wasnt much I needed anyways.

Mum noticed the tension between us. She observed us carefully since usually him and I would always talk but now it was dead silent between us till this morning before I left for school.

"I gotta go I don't wanna be late today" I sighed grabbing my bookbag off the floor.

"Wait Jordan I have to talk to you" Mum called out walking towards me. "Did you or Blake do something wrong?"

I knew she'd bring it up but not this soon.

"I don't wanna talk about it, but just leave it alone it's nothing important" I reassured her.

She nodded in response giving me a quick wave before closing the front door while I walked to the subway.

That was a close one but I really hoped she doesn't ask Blake because at this point he could tell everything.

Journey to school today was quiet, the people in the subway were dead silent today. Usually it would be really loud to the point that I wouldn't even be able to hear the music coming from my headphones even if I had it all the way up.

As soon as I got off and walked the rest of the way, I got a text from Brooke.

Brookyyyy[: - 'i'm so sick that I cant come to school today, you should get my work for me then come over after school bc im alone all day:('

Me - 'Your lucky i love you but at this point i'd do anything to avoid being home around my parents and Blake:/'

Brookyyyy[: - 'Still?'

Me - 'Definitely, we'll talk later I have arrived to school aka hell:('

She texted me asking if I could skip and go over her house but I didn't need to add anything on my pile.

I walked up to my locker getting my books out that I needed for class and putting my lunch in there. From the corner of my eye I saw Calum and Michael walking towards me.

"Hey what's up?" Michael greeted me.

Calum stood there with his hands in his pockets eyeing me up and down not even trying to hide it.

Well someone must be feeling a little something today.

I felt a little conscious having him look at me like that. It was like it gave him to chance to point out my flaws.

"Hi Mikey just getting my books nothing new" I shrugged.

Michael slapped Calums arm earning a dirty look from him.

Why is everybody so strange today?

"Hi" Calum blurbed out.

"Mate your practically drooling" Michael made fun of Calum making me laugh at how funny this situation got.

"Hi Calum" I smiled nervously.

"You guys are so awakward, im out" Michael walked away leaving Calum and I standing here silently.