The true love story

Chapter twenty-three

the song for this chapter is

apologize by one republic

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*Saturday*

 I woke up and walked to the kitchen. I was pooring myself a cup of coffee, and remmebered not to drink coffee. i gruntted and put the cup filled with coffee in the sink dumping it down the drain. I missed the smell of the coffe breath in my mouth. i missed the horrible after taste that it left in my mouth. i licked my lips and looked down at my belly. 

"I hope you understand how much of a sacrfice i'm giving up for you." i sad then giggled at my funny remark,"Good morning." said Jay walking out of the bedroom and wiping his eyes,"Good morning." i sighed loudly and looked through the cabinets, tryng to find the hot chocolate powder.

"You still going crazy for your coffee?" asked Jay chuckling as he pours himself a cup of coffee. I turned around and noticed Jay was nicely dressed in a black jeans and a red plad button up shirt. his hair was a little messy but looked really cute,"Yes." i said sighing once again,"Okay what's wrong?" asked Jay walking towards me,"What's wrong?" i asked laughing,"What's wrong?" asked Jay,"You're going to work early again." i said walking away from him,"Babe you said you understood why-"

"Well i don't understand anymore Jay!" i shouted angrily starttling him,"Jay are you gonna be gone all the time when Jason comes?" i asked making his eyes turn a shade darker,"Jess you know i would never do that...i would never be one of those fathers." said Jay with no emotion in his voice,"You know what Jay...just go to work, i'll just deal with my emotions later." i said walking away from him and into the room,"You know what, i'm working for you, me and Jason, that's the reason why i have to leave in the morning, so i'm sorry if i'm not perfect, but you know what, i'm trying really hard for this family." said Jayden walking after me,"I'm sick of it though Jay, knowing that you're working with Lizzie, i don't have a good feeling about her Jay." i said getting angry,"What do you think i'm cheating?" asked Jay,"No-"

"Well that's what you think right, that i'm cheating? i would never cheat on you Jess, why do you think we're engaged, because i wanna be with you and only you, i don't want Lizzie, all i want is You and Jason." said Jay calming down,"I'm sorry, but...i just miss you." i said sadly. Jay sighs loudly and walks towards me. he lfits my head up and our eyes meet,"You know i wanna be here for you...this is why i wanna say i'm so sorry...but i have to work later tonight." said Jay making me sigh loudly,"Fine." i scoffed then walked to my drawers,"Are you sure you okay?-"

"Yes i'm fine Jayden go to work and have a great day, you know what, i'm gonna hang out round town, so i'll be just fine, you go on and go to work." i said angrily closing the drawers and walking into the bathroom. i changed into some blue jeans, a white long sleeve and some black flats. i walked back out to see Jay was nowhere in sight. i ssighed loudly and walked out to the living room.

I sat in silence and looked all around me. i was alone. by myself. i felt so lonely when i get a phone call from Nikki. i answer it.

"Hey." i said softly

"Whatcha doin today girl?" asked Nikki

"Just sitting here by myself...Jay's gotta work longer tonight." i said sadly

"Oh, well how about Abby and i come over today?" asked Nikki

"She's not hanging with matt today? shocker." i said making her giggle,"Naw, today's gonna be a girls day." said Nikki making me smile,"Okay, can you pick up a pizza though? i'll pay you back when you get here." i said,"For sure, and don't pa me back, i won a race the other day, so i'm loaded." she said chuckling,"Okay." i said slightly laughing,"We'll be there in a bit." said Nikki hanging up. i sat in silence waiting for them. fter a few minutes of waiting Nikki, Maddie, Abby and Adrienne came walking through the door,"Sorry is it okay if i invited them?" asked Nikki,"It's great, i could really use all the friends here." i said as they all came up to me and hugged me.