Chapter twenty-seven

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*Morning*

I woke up to Jay's arms still wrapped around me. I looked at Jay. I wanted to smile. But i still felt a bit scared of him. I simply got out of his arms and weent to the bathroom. I look at myself in the mirror. I looked as if i was frozen. I looked the same, but i wasn't the same. Something inside of me shifted. I didn't like what it was. I brushed my teeth and went back outside to the sight of Jay sitting on the side of the bed looking at me smirking.

"Did you sleep well?" I asked

"I'm sorry that i was acting like such a dick...I'm just-"

Something inside me wanted to know the truth about what Lizzie had said earlier from before.

"Why did lizzie tell me that i didn't know the real you?" I asked

Jay's facialy features were pure shock and fear. He chuckled to try to change the subject,"You know Lizzie, she's a pyscho, don't listen to her." Said Jay getting up and stroking my cheek,"Jay, please don't lie to me, i don't care that you snapped, everyone snapps, but why is Lizzie saying that i don't know the real you?" I asked and he sighs loudly.

"I'll tell you, but you're probably gonna hate me forever." Said Jay sighing. I didn't care. I just wanted to know the truth,"Okay, please just tell me." I begged,"Okay...the reason why i didn't wanna tell you was because i didn't want you to think i was dumb...I don't really go to California University, i just told you that, because you're in stanford and i didn't want you to think i was stupid or anything." Said Jay running his fingers through his hair. I exhale a huge breath of relief,"Thank goodness, i thought it was something horrible." I said making him laugh.

"Jay, i don't think you're stupid, i just wanted to know why, now that that's all taken care of, we can move forward." I said walking more closer to Jay and wrapping my arms around the back of his neck and kissing him softly on the lips,"I'm sorry...I'm also sorry about last night what i did to you and the wall." Said Jay stroking my cheek once more,"It's fine, let's just forget about it." i said as he runs his hand through my hair and behind hy head. i smile at him, before he brushes hus lips against mine. after a few seconds of kissing, Jay and i went to the kitchen and served ourselves a cereal.

"So whatcha gonna do today?" i asked

"What?" asked Jay

"In work." i said carrying my emty bowl to the sink and setting it down,"Nothing much, just same old, same old." said Jay,"You know, i still don't know what you work as-"

"Because it's not that important." said Jay walking towards the sink,"okay, well, i probably won't be here today, i'm going to get this stupid cast off." i said causing him to chuckle,"cool, you'll still and always look beautiful." said Jay causing me to blush,"Okay, well gotta get ready for work." said Jay getting a bottled water,"No." i wined wrapping my arms aroun him causing him to chuckle once again,"You know i gotta." said Jay,"Okay." i said releasing my arms from around him. Jay walked into the room and so did i. i picked out a cute outfit. blue jean shorts, a black t-shirt, and some sky blue sandals and to end it all, i put it up in a side braid. Jay was wearing all black today. He looked pretty sexy. As i was getting my bag, Jay wraps his arms around meand looks dow at my stomach, then back up at me.

"We could always try again." said Jay

i was speechless. Jay brushes his lips against mine. as our kiss got a little more intense, i pull away.

"What's wrong?" asked Jay

"I just don't think i'm ready to try again." i said softly as his eyes turned deep into mine,"Why not?" asked Jay,"Because i just lost a kid." i said bushing Jay away,"ou don't have to act like such a bitch." said Jay walking out of the door,"Don't you talk to me like that." i said angrily. Jay didn't answer me,"Hey, i'm talking to you-" before i could finish my sentence, JayTurns around, uts both of his hands on both of my shoulders and bushes me against the wall with a strong force,"Jay" i shreaked as he snaps out of it and looks at me. his eyes were lost. as if he didn't know what he was doing. he looked guilty and just gave me a blank stare.

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