Neu Roses

In Time

Beyoncé's POV
(It is black history month, the n word is used please don't say it if you are not black❤️).

I hate this fucking alarm.. this time difference even more. I finally open my eyes seeing it what 6:31 in the morning, I'm tired of getting up. Just a day of rest please.. I rose from my head throwing what little covers I had off and going to the restroom, as I brushed my teeth and untied my hair and checked my phone seeing a message from Tyrone saying there was money missing still. I hadn't told anyone, a whole fucking thirty thousand. He said it happened after a pick up from Richard I assume he's short but I can't send anyone else to handle it. I've been trying to push it back but shit! Everything I build wants to fall apart when I leave?! This can't just be a coincidence..

All this is too much, that dream as well.. I shook my head spitting and running the sink water washing my face and proceeding to get ready. I have to be at the building before everyone else to set up and honestly I didn't want my makeup team today, I just want to be left alone with humanity. I got dressed in some of the clothes from the line a button up too with a skirt and heels but this tuck is really killing me. "This will be the last I do it to myself... you don't deserve this." I spoke to myself talking to my penis as I tried not to groan from doing so. "Shit hurt more than them damn bullets." When I finished I put on the skirt that hugged more than I expected.

I started on my makeup careful of keeping a straight and sharp line. "Where is the lipstick" I quietly spoke to myself looking around the bag but I stopped seeing the little black box that's been haunting me, I opened it up peeking at the ring that was worth more than anything I could buy. "Siri play my music." I quietly spoke closing it back up and continuing with my goal.

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I fixed my chains and rings before grabbing all I needed and walking out the door seeing the time was 7:45 so I'm on time. When I looked up I saw Onika's makeup team at her door, I heard her open it up and say something but I didn't listen. When I made sure my room door was locked I began to walk with my blazer and purse on one arm, "Bey!" I heard after what sounded like mumbles getting me to turn around confused to see her now in shorts and a spaghetti strap shirt that had no bra pads.

"Yes?" I asked looking at her with the same face, that was a dream.. it's okay.. "We need to talk." She spoke with a worried but determined face that grew no change to my own. "Nika I have t-"Bey please, can we just talk please?" She asked showing the importance, I was about to speak until the elevator dinged and I turned in wonder since the whole floor was reserved for us. The doors opened revealing Livina, she was looking down til it was time to walk out and she looked up seeing us talking. Her face turned from one of readiness to fear and shock I believe when she starred to walk but her eyes stayed on Nika until she got closer and dropped her head a bit going into Nika's room.

   "I can't right now, later we can." I spoke turning back to the girl in front of me getting a sigh that ended with her head falling nodding in defeat. "O-Okay." Was all she could say, with that I walked to the elevator checking my business phone seeing my chauffeur was ready outside.

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   "Are you okay Ms.Knowles?" I was asked by one of the women who'd be working at this store. "Yes" I gently spoke checking all the clothes making sure it was perfect before the opening, they were a good help since I didn't make it at my intended time dude to traffic. "Thank you both, I know you both will take great care of this store." I added smiling to them both getting nods and smiles back. I checked all the mannequins hearing the doors open and I almost broke my neck trying to see who it was since I had around a hour until the news and media come for the opening.

    I looked seeing Wayne and everyone else had come along, "Damn Bey, you did good with this place." Dave spoke coming and hugging me. "Thank you" I smiled "I'm proud of you, a bigger success than you said." He added pulling back from me. I'm glad to have someone proud of me... an even bigger smile came to my lips before I looked at the others. "We're all happy for you Bey, I'm glad you let us come with you on this journey." Aubrey smiled along with Wayne and Shawn. The girls were looking at the clothes and around while the boys gave me a look of concern, "Did you sleep?" Shawn asked coming up to me and I felt short though it was too late since Dave is the tallest. "Yes, I'm fine." I spoke feeling his hand on my chin, though I have penis they still treat me like a little sister no matter how much I try to act like a boy. There's no winning in this position..  I moved his hand turning my head away before he could speak on it, "Okay then what's wrong?" Dave asked with a suspicious look.