Neu Roses

School

Beyoncé's POV
November 30th(3:31pm)
Knowles Diamond Industry

   "You out Ms.Knowles?" I heard Re'Nee ask as I stepped out of my office with my briefcase in hand, "Yeah, I'm trying not to be like before staying in here all day.." I spoke as I turned and locked my office door as usual. "You say that I feel like you're going home to your little friend, Onika right?" She replied as I turned around to her seeing a almost knowing smirk on her face, I just softly shook my head with a small smile on my face from how she tried to come up with that. "She's not even at my house.." I spoke lifting my head to watching her brown eyes grow as her face turned to one of shock, "Why? What happened?!" With so much interest making me remember why she and I got along so well.

She has more interest in me than just being my assistant we've been friends since she worked her and well since I started my company, "She's at school.." I quietly informed as I leaned against the large door looking at her with my lips folded into a almost lazy smile. "She is still under, her birthdays less than what two weeks away?" She asked remembering our conversations from earlier dates as I nodded, "Yea, the eighth" I spoke quietly at the thought. "Y'all are trying to get better, it's okay Bey" she spoke reading me, most people wouldn't have this conversation with their assistant but I could care less she could really be considered as one of my closest friends in some cases she just doesn't know about my other life and well my past. And on top of that she helps when I need advice, "I know, I just want to try and forget about her and him but when I dropped her off this morning he was there, his ass was there leaning on his 2008 impala like he ran shit. It irritated me so much that I had this sudden urge to beat his yella ass" I spoke trying to keep my thoughts simple to what was actually going on in my mind but all Re'Nee did was laugh at me.

   "What?" I questioned looking back at her from looking at the ground thinking of earlier, "You are so in love with this girl..." she spoke in between her dying laughter as her hand covered her mouth but when she lowered her head I couldn't see her from her sitting at her desk. "I'm not I-"You are. You may not want to believe it anymore because of what happened but you are and you can't handle it or stop it because you don't even realize that you accepted it." She spoke looking at me with a knowing expression "How would you know?" I asked looking at her confused "Because you were the same way with Ashanti.." she quietly informed me leading my face to fall some.

   "She had you head over heels in love with her and the thought of her being pregnant made you even happier to have her." She added as my head hung and tried to stop the water coming onto my eyes while my fingers dig into the leather of the case in my hands "Beyoncé I'm going to be real with you; you haven't given anyone a chance since her. Your one night stands the women who actually came up to you with interest and anything that dealt with attraction to someone else in that manner you avoided and you discouraged it, I know you don't like admitting it but she broke you and I mean broke you because not once had I ever had to call and make sure you were coming to work and even then you wouldn't answer the phone because you were blacked out from the night before and or drunk off your ass because of memories or her doing something for your attention." She elaborated making me close my eyes and take a deep breath as I stood up straight and looked up for a moment "Well.." I quietly spoke wanting to not get too into this already neck deep conversation.

   "Onika has been the only thing that has made you this happy in years and you were with Ashanti since what high school?.. I know you didn't tell Onika the complete story behind her did you?" She asked and I shook my head in a no fashion, "Bey you can't expect her to do everything correctly and tell you stuff if you don't tell her anything either..., you know you were just as defensive with Ashanti too" she smiled to herself as I kept my eyes on her in slight confusion but intrigued to hear her next set of words "You've always been protective of what is yours but since her you've been more about in an aggressive manner, and Nika does her best to stop it and help you from what you've told me but sometimes it may be a bit overwhelming for her. That's why you yourself need to do better with it" She spoke looking me in the eye with a look that said she knew she was right. "You a therapist or sum?" I asked out of nowhere making her crack a smile