Beyoncé's
Continued day
The slanted words are internal thoughts between her and her second personality or voic in her head Sasha fierce :)Sorry for mistakes!!
"Can you get us another bottle?" Dave asked as we sat in the smoker section of the club with the waitress bent over nodding to him. "Are you okay BeyBey?" I heard Nic ask me, I've been wearing the gifts since we left but I just couldn't stop looking at my hands. My eyes rose to her nodding gently "Yes, you've made my day much better." I quietly spoke seeing the smile come onto her, my babygirl.. "Bey you not drinking or smoking?" Aubrey asked getting me to shake my head no as I turned to him since he sat across from me with the mini table covered in different illegal things between us. "Yes she is." We all heard Onika say I grew confused and looked to her yet again, "Pick one and do it.. I know I've been stressing you out along with your work. It's vacation time, do it." She smiled looking to me as she moved in my lap. I gave a questioning expression back, she only nodded and kissed my forehead. "Well then, let's get into it!" Dave smiled along with Aubrey who kissed Rih but she looked back at Nic in my lap with a evident attitude. This isn't making any sense... they started passing a blunt and I was hesitant on taking it but she grabbed it and placed it before my lips letting me take a long drag before passing it to Wayne. "See, I meant it." She smiled and kissed my lips as I exhaled through my nose, I don't want her getting any of it.
"You can go dance with the girls if you want, I'm not going to hold you here." I voiced rubbing her thighs getting a hum as she looked seeing they were moving to go downstairs. Her eyes came back to me with a gentle squint I knew she was deciding whether NicNac would stay or not, "I'll go with them after I use the restroom..I'm leaving everything with you. Don't start lashing out." She quietly spoke under the boys talking and laughing but her eyes held so much seriousness. I nodded getting a kiss on the nose just before she got up and went to the restroom, "Thank you Bey, you didn't have to do any of this." Aubrey smiled holding his glass up in the air getting nods all around the table.
A gentle smile filled my face as I got the blunt back from rotation, I took a long drag of it before passing. "Stop thanking me, I know you'd do the same." I voice though the happy and calm demeanor I'm showing is a facade. This missing money is getting to me and I'm not trying to accuse but I know somebody is fucking me over I just don't want to put a name and it be wrong. I looked on the table seeing no blunts were being wrapped so I started my own, shit take advantage while I can....
I started to wrap it after I got a good amount in, my high is moving slow so I know the vibrations I just felt was not me losing my mind. I looked on the couch seeing Nicki's phone face down shaking repeatedly, why not see who it is?...I don't need to snoop.. if you didn't you wouldn't listen. I saw my hand was already unlocking the phone, it was messages from Rih so I no longer showed interest til I actually glimpsed at one of the messages.
Rihhhh❤️: Why can't I have you again? One last time I promise..
The fuck does she mean?... I looked at the boys who were talking amongst themselves and I looked out the tinted window seeing Robyn with Lauren moving from the bar to the dance floor.
Rihhhh❤️: Please she won't have to know. Just like then, I need you. I can't get over having you
I locked her phone back and placed it where it was before. She fucked her.. I took my piece out her purse and placed it back in the waistband. I reached for the blunt I had rolled on the table and lit it letting the smoke fill my lungs. My body began to relax as I closed my eyes for a moment but that ended when I felt something more so someone in my lap. I opened my eyes to her looking at me in wonder and worry, "Are you okay?" She asked gently touching my chin looking between my eyes. I starred at her for a moment before nodding, "Go dance with them; I'll still be here." I voiced growing tired. Her facial expression never changed though, hardheaded ass..

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FanfictionI don't know how to describe this story besides saying beynika, this is my first book hope it's not too much of a fail🤷🏽♂️🤦🏽♂️