Neu Roses

Self Aware

Beyoncé's POV
August 19(4:56 am)
Hotel room

I woke up with a naked Onika next to me, she got from under the comforter some so the upper half of her body was out. I looked down to see I had a painful boner "shit" I said lowly I got up from the bed making the comforter move off of me and Onika's body, you could see her torso under the moon light that peaked in through the patio door I bit my lip watching her chest rise and fall steadily. I walked to the bathroom closing the door I went to the sink looking at myself in the mirror I kept dreaming about her touching me, I threw some water on my face trying to get the inappropriate thoughts out of my head. Everything she had done yesterday was coming back to me and how I was enjoying it, I've never craved have sex with someone so bad.

I knew I was wrong for the punishment but I could help myself with her acting like that, shit I almost fucked her in Dave and Busters. When we were at the club I knew I wasn't going to be able to contain myself, I looked down and saw that I was even bigger than before. I've never had to masterbate until I met Onika, I walked to the toilet and pulled down my pants some and thought about everything that's happened the whole time we've been here. The way she looked when I gave her what she wanted the morning after the club "Oh God" I said touching my lower area I wrapped my hand around myself and started to slowly stroke it. Her moans began to play in my head with the faces she makes when I touch her the way she wants me too.

I go a little faster as the taste of her returns to my mouth and makes me crave more "Fuck" I moaned and groaned out "Daddy?" I heard from outside the bathroom making me pause"Daddy are you okay?" She asked with a worried voice "I-I'm okay babygirl, ju-just go back to bed" I said "Daddy are you sure?" She asked her voice made me go faster "Nic I-I need you t-to go back to b-bed" I said starting back "Daddy d-do you need h-help?" This made me close my eyes tightly "Baby you know I don't want you to do this kind of stuff." I said weakly as I went faster thinking about how she looked right now. I thought about how she looks when sweat starts to form on her and when she cums how her body starts to rise, I can't take it. I'm so close to cumming "Daddy, is it because you don't want me to touch you?" She said in a innocent and yet guilty voice and I came at the thought of the innocent face she might be making at the moment "Oh... oh God" I said leaning on the wall in front of me as came down from my high.

I cleaned up my mess and washed my hands. I looked down to see my boner was coming down. I walked to the door and she was sitting on the floor still naked "Daddy are you o-okay?" She stuttered out looking at me I rubbed her cheek and and she smiled at me "I'm okay babygirl, why are you up?" I asked "Because I didn't feel you in bed anymore." She said leaning on my leg she closed her eyes and just relaxed on me. I lifted her head and kissed her lips making her smile some. I kissed her again and grabbing her from underneath her thighs and picking her up. She wrapped her legs around me and I just continued to kiss her feeling my boner return, she put one hand on my face and the other on my should her as I carried her to the bed I laid us down and she moaned out in my mouth.

"You never make anything easy for me babygirl" I said moving to her neck as my hand rubbed her thigh she held on to the pillow and sheets to make sure not to touch me making me laugh as I moved down to her stomach she got chills from my breath hitting her skin making her moan. "Baby" I said looking up at her she had her head turned and with her brows scrunched up making me smile I turned her head back and kissed her. "BeyBey" She said in a short breath I ran my thumb over her bottom lip then her jawline looking her in the eye "You're so perfect PicNic" I said looking at her completely as I ran my hand over her side then on around her belly button I kissed her stomach and then the top of her vagina she took in a deep breath and let out a shaky one.

I kissed the inside of her thighs slowly lifting her legs over my shoulder so gripped her hips in my hands while I gently sucked on her pretty pink clit she let out a beautiful moan. I put my tongue on her tight little hole and moved it back and forth before putting it inside her slowly moving around, I licked her spot as she moaned again crossed her legs around me. I removed my mouth and put in two fingers filling her some I watched her as I went in and out taking in the view that seemed so fictional. I rose from under her legs which moved to my hips and I came face to face to the women I unintentionally fell in love with. She looked me in the eye letting in and out short breaths, I kissed her lips deeply as I curled my fingers slowly she kissed me and moaned out in my mouth as she tried to reach for me but stopped herself.

I pulled away and touched her spot again and she opened her mouth to talk but nothing came out "Go ahead" was all I said and she came on my fingers her eyes rolled back and her legs became tighter around me while her hands held on tightly to the sheets and pillow I placed light kisses over her face to her bare chest. When I was done I looked up to see her eyeing me we were having a silent conversation, I took off my bra and I took off my pants and boxers leaving me naked. I looked up at her as she ran her hand over my cheek I laid down next to her and she got under my arm and put a arm and leg over me putting her head in my neck. I began to go into a deep and peaceful sleep as her hand massages my scalp and my hand rubbed her bare thigh.
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(7:37pm)
We were all out of the hotel walking around time square and going to the stores. Nicki was walking with the girls as they laughed and whispering, we didn't talk about last night because there was no need to I guess we showered together honestly we didn't talk about all the silence spoke for both of us. The boys were talking and things while I just stayed to myself, I'm in love with her. I didn't want to fall in love with her but I did and now I really don't know what to do. I want to keep her for myself but that feeling is still there that she'll find someone else and it's only gotten stronger, this is one of the reasons for her punishment but I fucked that up last night.

We go back home tomorrow at around 12 am so I want her to see her mom again but I need to talk to her mom at some point without Onika there, I was so lost in my thoughts I hadn't even realized Nic wasn't in front of me anymore. Dave was shaking me some saying something and I finally could understand him "Where's Nic? She just disappeared" I said "That's what we're trying to figure out." He said I looked around and I didn't see her because of all the people walking I turned around and walked back the direction she came while Rih tried calling her "Nic?!" I called out walking past people pushing some "Nicki baby where are you?" I called out again all the people were talking and continued walking forward I push passed some more people and one guy got mad "Who the hell do you think you are putting your hands on me?" He exclaimed "Why don't you shut the fuck up and take your fat ass on to the gym because those burgers ain't gon stop you from looking like a pregnant women" I said with my Texas accent and kept running through people.

"Nicki please say something?!" I said aloud again I kept walking until I heard soft whimpers "Nic? NicNac is that you?" I said in a somewhat cheery tone "D-Daddy?" I heard her say "Yes baby it's me" I said walking closer to her she was in a fetal position slowly looking up with teary eyes. I ran up and hugged her then put my jacket on her and the hood over her head and picked her up. "What happened babygirl?" I said wiping her eye with my free hand "I-I was walking with y'all a-and then I looked at something in one of the store and when I turned around y-you were gone" She sniffled "It's okay baby, it's okay I got you now" I said as she quietly cried "Did someone do something to you?" I asked "T-This man h-he walked up to me and t-tried taking me with h-him but I ran away" she said then put her head in my neck holding me tightly "I'm sorry baby I'm so sorry I wasn't paying attention" I said.

"It's okay you didn't mean to" She said in her little voice making me smile sadly. I called Aubrey to see where they were and I walked us to them meeting at a restaurant Nicki was sitting next to me coloring in one of the kids menus "What do you want to eat mamas?" "Umm can I get chicken tenders?" She said looking up at me with her lips folded in showing her dimples "Of course baby" I said smiling widely at her and kissed her head, Lo was her little self just like Nic and they were playing while Rih looked at me "Stop shunning it" she mouthed to me. I nodded and looked back at my menu. I'm in love her... But does she feel the same way?...
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This actually wasn't planned but I wanted to update this book Take Me Away is almost done so it should be up soon but yea. This is the earliest I've updated in a while🤷🏽‍♂️
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