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5: Catching up

(Stellas perspective)

Photography fact quote:

"There are always two people in every picture: the photographer and the viewer"- Ansel Adams.

I ran out quickly out of his office, my heart was beating, and I felt so stupid, I was all big talk, but I couldn't do shit. I did everything to prepare myself, I skipped the rest of my classes just to get ready for him. And he decides that he was in control, and he gets to tell me what to fucking do. I wanted to give in, I wanted to give him permission to fuck me. But instead, he gave me permission to touch myself? And I still was unable to do that. I get it, I'm stubborn and I sometimes hate myself for it. I couldn't gain control, I seduced him, and I couldn't even be the one to get what I want. I went to work for three hours then told the bar I couldn't work for the rest of the night because I had shit on my mind. They let me have the night with drinks and just time to let loose. Three guys were at the bar buying me drinks and making me laugh. Their stupidness made me forget about Zion for a couple of hours. I grind, dancing on them. Amusing them with my body. I wasn't one to do that stuff to anyone, but I was out like a light with all the alcohol I had. So much that I didn't even notice Zion was in the same building as me. He was watching me from affair. I guess he saw me getting a little out of control with the three men. He didn't recognize them at first, but when he walked over, he got so pissed. "That's enough Stella," he said, coming up from behind me. He glared at the three men.

"ZION!! YOU KNOW THIS HOT CHIC!" Guy one howled.

"SHARING IS CARING LET'S HAVE FUN" Guy two said pulling me towards him. I stumbled back onto his chest. I felt something hard poking my ass. My mind was blank. I wasn't thinking about anything, I was just there listening to their conversation, confused. Zion pulled me to him, when he touched me, I felt safe. I could hear his heart, it sounds angry. Guy three was laughing with Guy one.

"How many drinks did you have?" He asked me

"I don't know, four? My limit is like 25. I don't know why I'm this out of It, Zion" I spoke in a drowsy tone.

"I do," he said glaring at Guy two.

"Can you blame me?" Guy two smirked, holding a pill bottle.

"Yes Jason, I can blame you" Zion said, holding me tight.

"She's wet. Aren't you going to watch us take care of it for her? Or are you wanting to help?" James said laughing, watching me cling onto Zion.

"We are leaving now" Zion dragged me out of the bar.

"YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO FUCK HER ZION!" Guy 2, Jason, shouted out. Zion cornered me into the alley way, pinning me against the cold brick wall. He's pissed but I'm even more pissed. I'm wasted but when time pasted. I understood some stuff that was going on around me. 

"Can I not have some fun, I've been working my butt off, on work and college, not to mention you on my mind" I say, in a deeper voice than usual.

"You're wasted, do you have any clue who these guys are? Do you even know what the fuck you were doing with them? Do you even know what the hell they were about to do to you? STELLA WHAT THE FUCK WHERE ARE YOU THINKING!" Zion yelled. He had no right to, so it made me lose my temper as well.

"WHY DO YOU CARE! AT LEAST THEY WOULD HAVE FUCKED ME! THEY WERE NICE AND MADE ME FEEL HAPPY INSTEAD OF EMBARRASSING ME!" I screamed back at him. He put his right knee between my legs and tightly held my hip with his left hand. Zion narrowed his eyes, lifting my chin up, making me look straight into his eyes.

"Fine, want to go back there? You're shaking and your wasted, if you didn't know Jason spiked one of your drinks. You can try to get through me. But don't come crying back to me when you start regretting the decision you're about to make" Zion said, backing away.