Kiss my scars <3 - Vinnie Hacker

SEVENTEEN

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Yelling = bold

Thoughts = italic's

Saturday Nov.13th

Alayas pov:

Yesterday me and Vinnie spent the day lounging around watching movies until It was time for him to finally head back to his apartment. To be honest it was my idea. Sometimes I just need alone time. Besides he has meeting in the morning he would've had to leave either way.

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9:30am

I'm woken up by my obnoxiously loud alarm. I should really change that. I throw the covers over my face not wanting to even attempt to get up.

I'm so tired. I just wanna sleep.

But of course I got invited to some party Tanas throwing for whatever reason. Although usually I'd gladly pass. Dev says I need to be more social. You know make friends. So I told her I'd go with her but what she doesn't know is Vinnies coming with me. I didn't really give him an option.

I'm sure Dev is gonna bring people too. I just don't want her to make a big deal about it. Me and Vinnie are friends after all. Well something like that... and on that note I get out from under my covers. I grab my phone checking my social media's.

I still needa post my promo for pretty little thing. I'll do it today.

I check my email seeing one from nike? They want me for a shoot. Now any normal person would automatically say yes but due to previous situations with some weirdo photographer I don't really know if I should. I keep reading the email until something catches my attention. 25k fucking dollars just to model for there next line. And just like that I email them back accepting there offer.

That's all they had to say. I will never understand why people get paid to stand in front of a camera. But I'm definitely not complaining without the industry I wouldn't have made it this far. It took a tole on my mental for sure but I think its time to try again I mean I am in LA.

Since my day got off to such a good start I decide to get up and start my day with a hot shower. I get in feeling the steam rise against my skin. I like showers. They make me feel alive. Once I'm finished I wash my face and brush my teeth making sure there as white as ever. Suddenly I hear my phone ringing from my bed room. I step out and grab it.

Its dev.

"Hello?" I answer the call. "Hey I wanted to ask you something" her voice blares through the phone. "so polo asked if I can give him a ride to the party and I wanted to know if that's alright with you. If not ill just say there's no room or somethin-" I cut her off before she can even finish her statement. "Dev I honestly don't care. As long as he's respectful I could care less." I reply nonchalantly.

I would say no but if I did he would know its cause of me. I cant let him think I'm bothered. So I guess ill have to be extra gracious tonight.

"Are you sure laya I can make up an excuse" she says probably not believing a word I just said. "its just a 20 minute ride we'll be fine" I reply. "We'll?" and with that I hang up. I don't need her getting all excited that I actually enjoy Vinnie's company enough to make him come with. Cause if you couldn't tell I'm very selective about who I actually bring around me. I don't trust people. Well except Dev.

Suddenly get a text from Vinnie: