I Feel Weird

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TW: SUCIDAL THOUGHT MENTIONS⚠️

Ive been thinking about ^this^ a lot lately.

I haven't been, like, thinking about DOING it, just thinking about it.

Like, in what situations I would do it.

Idk.

I was thinking about how, like, if my sister or Millie died, I wouldn't be able to live without them.

I might not kill myself, but I wouldn't live either.

I've just been thinking...

Idk.

I've always had those kinda thoughts, but they were never really that serious.

Sometimes I think about, if I wanted to, how I would do it.

And I can't think of anyway I would be okay with going out.

And, I'd miss everything on this planet.

Like writing. 

And art.

And friends.

And family.

And animals.

...

Idk what this chapter was about. 


Don't let this chapter be the reason. National Suicide Prevention Hotline: 800-273-8255

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Have a great day, friends. 🤗

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