Just benefits?

Twelve*

Happy Valentine's Day everyone! What better way to celebrate than to read smut am I right?
Enjoy!!!

We arrive home a little while later after our little pit stop in the back of Target. I've never done anything like that before and the adrenaline I got from that is one like no other. I've never been so turned on and felt so pretty and special like that before but something in Clay makes me feel that way.

Every time i have sucked dick or had sex I have always been in a relationship with that person but with Clay i dont know if i want to wait. I don't even know if there is going to be a relationship with him but I don't even care.

Deep down that scares me. It scares me that Clay brings out a side of me that I have never seen before but I can't help it. The way I feel with him is unmatched by any other person I've been with before and that only makes me more vulnerable to him and that alone scares me. Vulnerability leads to pain. Plain and utter pain.

If my rocky past has taught me anything it is that whenever someone sees you in that vulnerable state whatever that may be, they will always use that against you.

But Clay, he is different, right?

I help Clay put away the stuff that we had bought at the store then he leads me over to the couch to watch a movie.

We cuddle up on the couch together slowly while he picks out a movie. I honestly don't care what movie he picks, I have other motives in mind as he eventually picks out the James Bond series.

The first movie goes by in a flash with both of us paying attention to it and being content all close together with me closely on his side. By the time the second movie starts I decide it is time for me to start my plan.

I start by bringing my head up towards him and when he looks at me with utter confusion written all over his gorgeous features I bring him in for a passionate and slightly lust filled kiss. He immediately kisses me back, tightening his grip on my waist where one of his hands lay.

Small kisses turn into a rough make out with him pulling me into his lap. Great.

He bites on my bottom lip, silently asking for an entrance and I grant it to him. Our tongues fight for dominance which results in me slightly rocking my hips onto him, causing him to gasp at the unexpected action.

With him off guard I shove my tongue into his mouth, exploring it with my own and over all winning our mini fight for dominance. I only rock my hips once, causing him to bring his hands down to my hips and move them for me, having me continuously grind my waist into his growing erection.

He lets out a groan at the friction, internally flustering me but I can't let it show. I break away from his mouth and leave a sloppy trail of kisses down from his lips down to his jaw line and eventually down to his neck. He moves head so I have more access to his neck and I take full advantage of that.

I leave open mouth kisses all around his neck until I reach a certain spot that makes his breathing hitch. Perfect. I gently bite down on that same spot and leave kisses along with a very pretty looking hickey there.

With my hips still moving at a steady pace I go to the other side of his neck and leave even more kisses and marks there. I want him to look in the mirror when we are done and smile at the memories that are left along with those marks and if he doesn't (which I know he will) then I will be very pissed.

Once I'm done marking him I go back up and kiss him again, this time the kss is full of lust and want. Not just want but need.

With no warning i climb off his lap and cuddle back into his side ready to rewatch the movie that was left playing and is already a quarter of the way finished by now and out of the corner of my eyes see his shocked expression that I had really left as if I hadn't even been there to begin with.