Zeltemi

Uziel 7

I opened the door to my house and paused to see if anything seemed out of place but all that was there was the cold loneliness that I've grown use to; not saying I was lonely... I actually preferred to be alone but sometimes I wanted to walk into my house and my dude is walking around in a jockstrap waiting to welcome me home. The last few nights I had been chillin at Parris's house despite the toxic nature of our relationship, the sex was amazing, and call me stupid but there was something about fuckin him when I shouldn't be that made the sex better... the sneaking around was a turn on for me. Emotionally I didn't see Parris as anything more than a nut, someone who I could fuck on command and only saw when I wanted, I really needed to stop doing that shyt because I was giving him a false sense of hope that we could get back together... entertaining his delusions and feeding his ego. I sat there Gemini crossed my mind... he had been doing that a lot and most of the time the thoughts were nonsexual... it would just be something he said or how he laughed at my corny jokes.... damn I couldn't wait for him to get back and that scared me because he was making me feel things I shouldn't be feeling for a dude I've only seen once and.... My entire body tensed as the sound of a car drove up my driveway, I wasn't expecting anybody and I was the only one who lived here, Chimere and Tavierre would've called so I had no idea who this could be.................

"Open the door....." He said stepping out of the car, I could hear him clearly even though he was still walking up the driveway and he was speaking in a normal tone, another thing I noticed was his scent... the same scent as mine. I stepped out onto the porch as the man got closer and tried to figure out who he was and what he wanted, but more importantly why every nerve in my body seemed to be on edge.... I couldn't tell if it was good or bad, if my body was telling me to fight or fly, but the dude kept walking completely at ease. "Let me take a look at you....." He said walking around me.

"Can I help you?" I asked as looked me up and down, grabbed my arms and squeezed my muscles, grabbed my face and examined me like a doctor. My rational side was telling me to beat this dude's ass but it was like my body refused to move and the more that I thought about it.... when he told me to 'open the door' my body just reacted like I had no control over my actions.

"Well... you've definitely grown, I remember when you were just a little thing.... the runt of the litter, I definitely can't call you that now..... But where are my manners, my name is Kreylan, I'm your brother.... well half-brother, you should invite me in so we can talk." He said staring into my eyes. I opened my mouth to invite him in but then I stopped, my dad, raise me to think for myself, to be independent and to be my own man with my own thoughts.... this dude was a stranger in my eyes, so inviting him in seemed like a really bad idea.

"Nah, we can talk out here...." I said and I felt like I had moved an entire mountain by a centimeter but it seemed to catch the dude off guard though he recovered quickly. "How do you expect me to believe anything a complete stranger, who just rolled up to my house uninvited has to say? I've never met you, I don't know you so...." Yeah, that mountain I just moved... it pushed back and damn near crushed me but I still resisted.

"Fine..." He said settling onto the top stair. "You know I've been looking for you for some time now.... years in fact, glad to see you're doing well for yourself." He said looking at my house and smiling. "I wasn't exactly sure what I was going to find when we finally reconnected.... a part of me was expecting you to be some feral wolf." Kreylan said smiling.

"You keep talking like you know me.... but I really don't remember you." I said truthfully and he just kept on smiling.

"You were just a little pup when mom..... See the thing is my dad was the alpha, mom was supposed to be his wife and she stepped out on him to have you... well, he tried to accept you but he couldn't and she had to make a choice... a choice that I didn't agree with and now that I'm alpha I want you to come back." Kreylan said. "Uziel, I've been searching for you since the day you went missing and I want.... know I need you to come back." He said, his words were enticing, like honey.... why shouldn't I help him? This was my brother and he had been searching for me.... Chimere and Tavierre popped into my head and suddenly everything seemed so much clearer.