Pretty much a bunch of imagines about our favorite boy, Timmy, Nic Sheff, etc certain chapters are going to be mature and serious topics may be discussed so beware requests are open!<3
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||TW: Mentions of drug abuse and serious topics|| **Y/n's POV** Nic and I have been friends for as long as I can imagine and I know very well about his drug problem at first it wasn't this bad we just used to go to a lot of parties and get high off weed, but after a while, he started doing other things after about 7 or 8 months he was doing every drug on the planet.
He would always come to my place when he was high and I always let him because even though I knew it wasn't the right thing to do it was way better than letting him drive all night in his state or sleep in his car, but when his parents found out it was bad and you see he did get clean for a year.
In that year everything was great he was healthy, happy and he even returned back to college but that was short-lived because soon he got into other drugs and this time it was even worse than before. See everyone did drugs because it made them feel something or feel good but for him, it was a different story.
He did it to feel nothing to become numb and unfortunately, Nic had a high tolerance, and when I say high I mean like crazy high, and whenever he got high he would abuse it, even more, to the point where he'd feel like he could practically fly, he loved that feeling and the worse part was that he was at peace when he was high.
It's pretty fucked up for an eighteen-year-old to go through that I know but I can't imagine life without him because I love him unconditionally but there's not much I can do unless he really wants to get clean himself no matter what we tell him he probably won't listen. The most we can do is be there for him.
I heard my doorbell ringing and honestly, I'm quite confused since I wasn't waiting on anyone but I made my way and opened the door to reveal Nic with bloodshot eyes looking like he was barely coherent "Y/n-" he stumbled in almost falling over I quickly grabbed him "Easy there, come let's go lay in my bed."
I helped him as we slowly made our way to my bedroom and he got in bed as I sat next to him while running my hands through his soft curls "What did you take?" He looked at me and smiled "Oh you know some fentanyl and maybe a few drinks." He whispered and chuckled.
Oh god, this was bad "Nic you can't go to sleep or anything okay? Just keep talking to me." He nodded softly "Ever since I first saw you I always thought you were the most beautiful girl I have ever seen you are so confident, smart, kind and you know how to love people I always admired that." I couldn't help but cry part of me was happy yet my heart was also breaking for him.
**Nic's POV** I was out of it but I just blurted out whatever came to my mind since Y/n told me to keep talking to her and once I was done I noticed she's crying "Hey- why are you crying?" I cupped her cheek and started wiping her tears away with my thumb "Nic, you're so sweet and amazing you have so much potential and it just kills me to see you like this."
Even though I wasn't in my right mind the fact that she was crying and telling me these things upset me because I cared about her so much and I hated being the reason she was so upset but I also couldn't do anything but apologize "I'm sorry." She shook her head and smiled softly "You don't have to apologize."
Unfortunately, our moment was interrupted because suddenly I felt the need to throw up all the contents in my stomach so I ran as fast as I could towards the bathroom and started practically throwing my guts out in the toilet but then I saw Y/n running in after me and immediately sitting next to me while rubbing my back.
"It's okay let it out." She said softly honestly she makes me feel truly good like everything is going to be alright. After I was done, she slowly helped me up and I grabbed my toothbrush well I had a bunch of things here since I always came over whenever I was high out of my mind which was like almost every day.
I brushed my teeth but I felt like I couldn't stand up straight anymore and I felt exhausted and extremely dizzy. Y/n must have noticed that "Hey, here just lean on me okay?" I nodded and did as she said, we made our way back into her room and sat in her bed where I leaned against the headboard.
Suddenly, she just came and laid on my chest and began to curl up to my body holding me tightly "Y/n-" I wrapped my arms around her "Shush just let me stay like this okay." I nodded.
After a few seconds of silence, I decided to tell her what was on my mind "You know I love you right?" She looked up at me "Of course I do." I shook my head "No I mean like I love you not as a friend or anything but more and tonight I realized something I don't want to do this anymore I'm gonna stop for good I promise."
She smiled at me like I had given her the best news in the world and that made me feel great "Well lucky for you I love you too and I'm happy you want to get help." She leaned in and kissed me, it was the best kiss I have ever had.
And that right there was a moment I would remember forever because without Y/n or the help of my friends and family I wouldn't be where I am today and I'm grateful for every one of them.
(Hi loves, I hope you enjoyed this chapter let me know if you have any requests. I love you all so much and hope you all have a great day<3)
