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||TW: Mentions of Panic attacks|| **Y/n's POV** I was praying that he would actually listen to me because I was completely shattered and hearing him say that he's quitting made my heart drop down to my stomach, this party has had nothing but tears and heartbreak for me.
He stood frozen in his spot for a few seconds contemplating whether he wanted to listen to what I had to say or not but eventually he turned around "Make it fast." He said in a low voice it's like all the anger and sadness had vanished from his face and now he just had this emotionless look and it was all my fault.
"Look I'm sorry I know I caused you so much pain but I promise you Timothèe it's always been you and what you saw I- Uhm well Andrew kissed me but I left immediately because I'm in love with you but I suck at expressing feelings and I fucked it all up but please don't quit because of me, you're so talented and have a lot going for you don't let a stupid girl like me ruin that for you." I took a deep breath to calm myself down but I wasn't expecting this response from him.
"Why can't you see it Y/n you're not some stupid girl, you're the girl who has been stuck in my head for months, the girl who makes my heart beat faster and makes me act like a total fool and all that was because I loved you but you also decided to completely break my heart and stomp all over it and now you're out here apologizing!" He had tears flowing freely from his eyes and his entire body was shaking from all the yelling.
For the first time, I realized how much damage I had actually done and how it had all taken a toll on him, I went up to him and hugged him as tightly as I could "I'm sorry." I repeated over and over until he finally hugged back.
**Timothèe's POV** I was shaking I knew it too and I hated this I hated that I let her get to me like this but she needed to know what she did and how much pain she caused because none of this was fair from the start.
I was always the one putting effort into this and I was so sick of it "What now?" I whispered unsure of where this is going "Well it's up to you to forgive me or not." She mumbled quietly I nodded and pulled away "Until tomorrow then." She nodded looking down at the floor.
I left, that party was the worse party I had ever been to when I made it back to my hotel room I was more distraught than ever and I decided to take a shower and get some sleep but my attempt failed as I tossed and turned in bed I had a thousand thoughts running through my head and all of it was just so overwhelming, I felt like I couldn't breathe like an invisible force was pushing down on my chest making it feel incredibly tight.
I haven't felt this way before and I don't know what to do I can't seem to calm myself down, the room's spinning around me and I'm beginning to hyperventilate at this point and even though my mind is completely blank I try to grab my phone and call Y/n. Surprisingly she picks up immediately "Tim what's up? It's 4 am." Oh fuck I forgot it had gotten late "I-i need y-you." I tried to get out while also trying my best to breathe in hopes of getting some oxygen in my lungs yet tears are threatening to spill from my eyes once again.
"Okay, I'm coming right now just try to calm down." She sounds concerned and hangs up quickly.
(Hi loves, I'm so sorry I was on vacation and didn't have wifi to upload this chapter but here it is I hope you enjoyed it, let me know if you have any requests. Love you all so so much and hope you all have a great day.<3)
