4: Flashbacks

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"Bye Leo! Thanks for letting me over for a while!" I yelled back. He waved and yelled goodbye back and then he closed the door. I got into the lift, back downstairs and rode my bike home, same way I did to his flat. I was in my now dry clothes.

-BACK AT HOME-

"Where the hell have you been?" I was greeted politely by Smith when he opened the door.

"Went...To discuss song shit with Area 11 alright?"

Smith looked at me with this shady glare then let me into the house. I walked to my room and looked at the picture frame of me, my brother, my dad and my mom from a family photo thing we were forced to take at the zoo when Smith and I were younger.

-={Flashback}=
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"You fucking idiot! Can't do anything right, can you!" My mom spat in my face before my father threw me onto the ground. I whimpered at the sight of my brother's hands being tied together, and them caning him hard and he couldn't do anything. I screamed at them to stop and my dad glared at me while my mother continued beating Alex.

"What did you tell me to do?" My dad yelled, eyes threatening to stab me any second.

"I... I..." I stuttered, before I knew it, I got picked up and thrown out of the door.

"FUCK YOU MAYLIN! YOU'RE THE WORST DAUGHTER EVER!" My father said, and my mother threw Smith out the door as well and cursed him as well before slamming the door.

"It's okay May, we'll be alright." Alex put his arms around my head, soothing my terrible headache.

Fuck my parents, I never loved them anyway.

-={Flashback End}=-

I came out of my flashback and was panting wildly.

"May! May! Are you okay?" Smith ran into my room, putting his arm on my back and rubbing it slowly.

"Yeah, yeah. Just another flashback." I rubbed my head, it hurt.

"Oh, okay. I thought you were having a panic attack. I get flashbacks all the time too, May. It's normal for us." He told me, still rubbing me back. I cringed at the mention of "panic attack".

"May, where did you actually go? You went to discuss song shit with them in the morning, it couldn't have lasted that long." He was on to me. I... I had to tell him.

"I... I had a panic attack and I... I... I went to the Leogie flat." I whispered. Smith looked shocked, and hugged me.

"It's okay." He whispered back. We stayed hugging, for a long time.

I went over to the Area 11 studio and saw them sitting on the couch, well, 3/4 you could say.

"Where's Leo?" I asked, they then noticed me.

"He's in the drum room, drumming, I mean duh." Sparkles* sassed. I walked over to the drumming room and saw Leo put on HPGD, and started drumming. Let's interrupt, care to join me?

I walked in while Leo started drumming, and he grinned at me. He paused the music and put down his drum sticks. "May! What are you doing here?" He asked, still smiling.

"I got a text from Parv, I texted him that I was bored so he said that you were in the studio so I came." I said, sitting on the couch next to the drum set. "I can drum you know, I learnt how to when I was little I learnt how to, still can, I think." He immediately grinned and passed me the sticks.

"Can you play HPGD?" He grinned a wide grin, and I sat on the drum stool.

"I listened to you playing it, I think I need to listen to it one more time to make sure, but yeah." I said, and he smiled even more. He found the video and I listened to it closely. Once the video was done, I took a deep breath.

Let's do this.

I started drumming and Leo had this beat note thing to see if I was hitting the right beats. I continued, enjoying the astonished look on his face.

"Hey Leo, I just dared Kogie to drink 5 litres of wa-" Sparkles* stopped mid-sentence, looking at me with the same dumbstruck awe that Leo had on his face as well. Parv and Kogie had the same face after realising that I was playing the drums and not Leo.

So now, practically all of Area 11 was gawking at my drum playing awesomeness.

I finished playing and Leo came up to me as I stood up.

"THAT. WAS. SO. FUCKING. AWESOME!!!!" He shook me by the shoulders then hugged me.

~Feelz Alert~

I looked behind Leo and the rest had gone, to God knows where.

"You're really pretty this up close you know?" Leo suddenly said, blushing. I blushed too and he pulled me closer. I forgot that when he pulled back from the hug he never really took his hands of my hips.

"I... I've loved you for a long time you know. Ever since you first entered Yogtowers, ever since you started talking to us, I've been falling for you harder everyday. I... I love you Maylin." He said, and the distance between us closed.

His lips were so soft, and moulded perfectly with mine. Did I like him? Was this wrong? I wasn't exactly with anyone right now. But, I do admit, I was falling for Leo.

He pulled away and smiled, and I smiled back. I hugged him again, and I... I felt safe.

-={Flashback}=-

"May! We have to go!" My brother Smith yelled from the living room. Smith was going to the Yogtowers today, the office of the most subscribed gaming channel in the UK. He was part of this group called "Hat Films", with two other guys, Chris Trott and Ross Hornby.

"Do I have to go?" I groaned.

"Yes! Meet new people! Come on." He grabbed my arm and pulled me out of my chair, dragging me out of the house.

We reached Yogtowers and I walked inside. Smith started talking to all these random people, I caught a few names though. Simon, Lewis, Duncan, Kim, and a few more. I walked to the mini kitchen they had, and there was this boy in a beanie inside.

"Hey, I'm Maylin. Alex Smith's sister." He turned. Holy shit, he was fucking beautiful.

"Leo Taylor. Area 11 drummer." He smiled. HOLY FUCK THAT SMILE.

"Cool, who's... Area 11?" Leo facepalmed.

"Area 11 is a band who helps the Yogscast do some music, and we're related to the Yogscast because of Alex Parvis, our electric guitarist, and Tom Clarke, or Sparkles* with an asterisk at the end, our lead singer." He explained.

"That's neat."

-={Flashback End}=-

"May?" Leo spoke, waking me from my flashback.

"Sorry, flashback." I rubbed my head, his expression softened, he was probably worried.

"I... Never mind." Leo shook his head.

"What?" I asked, tiliting my head and scratching it.

"I know Kogie told you that I liked you, I heard it." He said sheepishly, rubbing his hand on his arm.

"Oh... But you just told me yourself, so it's okay right?" I said, not wanting Leo to decapitate Kogie.

"Yeah." He smiled, and he grabbed
my hand and walked out of the drum room.

His hand felt warm, and I felt safe in his touch.

-A/N-

Heyooooooo! So here is chapter 4, hope you liked it!!!

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-Ris

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