Gambling With Life

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'forty two hours and jaylah hasn't budged. She has vomited four times. Won't eat or drink and won't give me the time of day. The men won't help and I have no idea what to do. Either way I lose. Doesn't matter how much we try force her to eat and drink, she just spits it out' "I think it's best we let her go" Lucian looked away from the wall to face Bronx "let her go?" "The whole point was to break into her mind but it's not working Lucian. She has been right this entire time. She has been through a lot worse and survived. If we push it too much, she will lose our baby and her life" Lucian showed a slight nod "okay. Well let's go get her out" exiting the office, Bronx and lucian walked to Bronxs room. Seeing the men sitting at the table, Bronx stayed silent. Entering the room, Lucian looked at the floor "new carpet?" "Entire new room" "yep" untying jaylah, she immediately stood up. "About fucking time. I need to piss. Fucking cocksuckers" jaylah walked out and slammed the door leaving Lucian and Bronx stunned "what the fuck was that?" "Jaylah".
"Jaylah" seeing all the men stand up with worried looks on their faces, jaylah spoke "I really need to piss. Talk soon" the men laughed as she rushed to her room.
Locking her door, jaylah rushed to the bathroom and took a long needed piss and stool 'fuck I have never held on for so long' finishing doing her business, jaylah looked at the shower. 'yeah I'm definitely having one of those' jaylah locked the bathroom door and stripped out of her clothes. Getting in the shower, she scrubbed her hair and body clean before brushing her teeth. 'eww two days with out brushing. It's gross' finishing everything she needed to do, jaylah got out, dry and dressed before brushing her hair. "HURRY UP JAYLAH" jaylah grinned. "you better fucking eat and drink or I will kick your ass to china and back" jaylah opened the door to see Zaire, Rey, emit, Tyson and Christophe standing at her door. "kitchen. Move it" "alright" "glad you showered you dirty bitch" "argh. two fucking days with out brushing my teeth, it was gross" the men laughed "what do you want to eat?" "Pasta" "it's breakfast.." "pasta" "that's not.." "pasta" Zaire chuckled "anyone would think she wants pasta" "that baby is going to come out with an addiction if you choose to keep it" "pasta" "alright alright, pasta it is" "and I need an extra large coffee and bourbon" "coffee and water" "argh fucking hell. You drive a hard bargain" "sit and tell me. How was your time away?" Jaylah smirked "listened to music in my head. Hung on cos I didn't like the public bathroom, it was covered in vomit" "well that sounds.. gross" "the music was good" "talking to yourself?" "Mentally" seeing Lucian walk in jaylah turned her eyes. "water first bitch tits or no pasta" "argh yes dad" the men chuckled. Jaylah sculled her water then put the glass down. "Coffee your majesty" "thanks servant" "welcome. I spat in it" "extra taste" Lucian watched as All the men surrounded her. 'they really support her' "toast before.." "pasta" Zaire laughed "is that a craving?" "Had the craving for years" "it's coming. I was only stirring you up" "I know" "still not a healthy breakfast" "how is toast healthy?" "Well it's not really" "see they are on par. both fattening foods" "you choose to keep the baby and you will be chunky" "I will suffocate you with my fat ass" "just wait til the farts start Tyson, you will die of the smell" "pasta farts. You will love them" Tyson laughed "you are fucked" "thats how she ended up where she is" jaylah spat out her coffee "mother fucker. Rey that's one less sip I get" "should've swallowed" "argh" the men laughed. Lucian stood back just watching as she messed around with the men. How can she be that way with them?. "Why eat toast in the morning?" "Cos she can't stomach anything else" "and how can you eat now?" "Ive already thrown up twice" "gross" "I'd lick your face but I already brushed my teeth" "there's something seriously wrong with you" "I'm related to you" "ouch" "yeah I hope it hurt". When vex entered the kitchen, he looked at jaylah wide eyed while she kept her eyes away from him. "I hung four of those pictures up" "been in my room hmm?" "Yep" "why?" "Felt like going through your shit" "I flush bud so now what?" The men smirked "no sex toys, no lube, no fancy lingerie" "you just like Granny panties" "that's not.. no fucking way" the men laughed "nah I got no idea. I just went in to put the photos up. Your favorite is above your bed" "please tell me you aren't In it?" "Hey" "hate you too".
"Alright miss. Eat and chew ya darn food" "on it dad" jaylah could feel Lucian, vexs and Bronxs presence but she doesnt care right now. "he's on pasta duty from now on" "there's poison in it" "my favorite. thanks" "happy to help" jaylah sat in silence eating her food while Bronx and Lucian watched. 'shes eating and drinking thats a good sign' when Bronx walked out, Lucian followed "that's a good start" "yeah.." "you don't seem happy" "am I supposed to be happy?. She fucking hates us" Bronx walked into his room and started moving his furniture "then we need to find a way to talk to her" "yeah how? We have tried for two fucking days and all she throws is venom our way. We tied her up and that's something that won't sit well with her" "we had to try something" "yeah we chose wrong".
"Men" jaylah rolled her eyes "thanks for the pasta" "I fucked up" "damn straight you fucked up" vex took a deep breath "look I'm sorry but he needed to know" "and look at the fucking position I was put in" "that was your fault" "my fault? How the fuck is it my fault?" "Because you didn't tell him" "because you did" jaylah walked out only to bump into Sally "jaylah, are you alright?" "Dandy. Hope you have been well" "I hear you are pregnant" "yeah everyone knows now" Sally put her head down "bronx.. he wants the baby jaylah" "I haven't decided" "don't be heartless. This isn't you" jaylah walked away and to her room. Grabbing the ear pods, jaylah put them in her ears Then walked out of the house. Walking around the grounds, jaylahs mind wandered. 'dont be heartless? Heartless? After everything I have fucking been through, after everything I have done and they think I'm heartless?. I probably fucking should be with the shit hand I have been dealt'.
Looking through the entire house for jaylah, Bronx was worried. 'i let her go but I didn't want her to run. I cant lose her' walking outside, Bronx looked in the direction of kalems grave 'shes not there either. Her car is though' walking out the front, there was jaylah walking around the edge of the grounds. 'do I approach her?' "boss?" "Gage" "you alright?" "No" gage showed a slight nod then looked to where Bronx was "walking it off?" "I don't know gage. I don't know anything anymore. We were happy and then I fucked shit up" "the last two days wouldn't have helped" "I just wanted to break into her mind but... It did more damage than good" "you know she never said she would abort. The men were saying she hasn't made a decision" "yeah..even then gage, we aren't together and I think I pushed her way too far" "you need to speak with her when she calms down" "yeah.. I just don't know what to say to her" "I don't know. I cant help you" Bronx nodded.

'hey kalem' jaylah sat down by kalems grave. Seeing grass start to grow, jaylah looked at it 'you know this is hell with out you. How did you always have the right thing to say?. I don't know what to do anymore. I just want to do what's right for me but being here, everyone is in my face. Shit everyone found out I'm pregnant and now they think they can make the decision for me. I know it's a life but this is my life too and people won't respect that. I have been tied up and told I'm selfish and heartless.  Most of the guys are here for me and trying to lift me up but it's not the same. I need your advice, I need your guidance. You have always been the one by my side. You taught me how to be strong' feel a slight pain in her lower stomach, jaylah grabbed it 'shit' taking deep breaths jaylah stayed still until it passed 'i don't know what that means but maybe with holding my bladder for so long, did some damage' "jaylah?" Looking at Otto she spoke "hi".