The Mixer and the Mount

Chapter 7 - Feelings?

— 6 hours later —

After what it feels forever of busting your asses out in rehearsals, the management seemed happy and ready for our BRITS performance, we also behind the signs of relief felt we were going to smash our first BRITS performance. Whilst having some water and a snack, me and my band mates got talking, "how are you feeling after last night?" Jade asked politely and showing some concern within her tone, as I try to hold it together Jesy comforts me with "you don't have to hide and act strong in front of us babe, we got your back no matter what", this finished me off as I let out sobs and tears to fall from my cheeks, the huddled around me as a support bubble, we stayed like this until I had finished being an emotional wreck. "It just hurts knowing someone you love so dearly can break you the way he did" I spoke with emotion and a calming tone, "I know it hurts right now but it's not the end, you'll move on and find someone who deserves the kind and genuine woman you are. Whereas the likes of Brad will be left with nothing and no one but a meaningless fuck from time to time" Perrie broke out showing both anger and comfort within the tone.

After opening up about how I was feeling to the girls, I felt slightly better. We all went to Leigh Anne's house for a girly pamper night and sleepover, we all changed into our pyjamas, applied face masks and snuggled up on the sofa ready to watch a Netflix comedy. After the film ended we decided to head to bed ready for the long day ahead of us.

Masons POV -
The whole day I wasn't able to get Romie Roberts out of my mind, more importantly I couldn't get what she said out of my mind, her attraction was mutual. I knew I was going to see her tomorrow but I craved seeing her again, it was as if I was addicted to this women, that could either make or break my life. I tried to sleep but still all I could think of was her, after finally being able to drift of to the thought of seeing her tomorrow and knowing that I could possibly become a daily part in her life I felt slightly satisfied.