TO ALEX

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i know i will always have love for you
and i am probably not for you
you are not with me
you will never be with me again

but maybe when i am on fire
i will see you across the street
and i will cry when you smile at me
and i will break when you walk away

when i hugged you i was not hugged back
maybe when i am better
you will feel the weight of my bones
i will remember your face more and more

you wont know me anymore
and the sun will set and we will watch it
strings from my heart go to yours
but they are cut before they meet you

could you hold me gently again
my love please stay with me
when the sea dries up
my love will you still know me

where will you be so i can find you?
what words will you want me to say?
will you look at me intently waiting?
who will be between us? will it be me?

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