I Won't Mind

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Everything is different now. The songs don't sound the same without Zayn's voice, I keep looking for him on stage when I see something that I know he would like until I remeber he is not there, and when I go to bed each night I stuggle to go to sleep for he is not beside me or even just down the hall. 

The worse part is the nightmares. For the past six nights nightmares of being kidnapped, dragged away from the boys, held captive and having horrible things done to me haunt my dreams. I'll wake in the middle of the night screaming and soaked in sweat. Ever sense the first night the lads have taken turns sharing a room with me, their worry for me increasing. 

It is when we are in South Africa that the rumor starts. 

"Liam, you might want to get on Twitter," Harry comments from beside me his voice slightly panicked as he goes through Twitter on his phone.

"What's wrong?" I grumble rolling onto my back as I grab my phone off of the nightstand signing into Twitter half asleep.

"Check the Trending Topics and pretty much everything that your mentioned in," he replies his eyes not leaving his phone as he continues to read tweets.

I don't even have to go to the Trending Topics for my profile is full of tweets about it. 

"OH MY GOD LIAM'S PREGNANT!!!! LOOK AT HOW HE PUTS HIS HAND ON HIS TUMMY LOVINGLY!!! Congrads Liam! #PregoLiam"

"SUGARSCAPE, BILLBOARD, PEOPLE,  MTV, E!, PEREZ HILTON & THE MIRROR ALL HAVE ARTICALS ABOUT IT!!! #PregoLiam"

"If Zayn really left because the baby is his I'm going to kill him. #ZiamBaby"

"Maybe the baby isn't Ziam, but Niam and Z left because hes jelly! #ZiamBaby #NiamBaby"

"Wow he just tripled in street value! #PregoLiam #CarrierSlut"

"Imagine getting your hands on that kid! You'd be set for life! #BillionDollarCarrier"

"A kidnapping worth the time! #BillionDollarCarrier"

The list just goes on from there, going down my page endlessly. I scroll of over fifteen minutes and still have not reached the end of it. I glance at the Trending Topics and see that I am half of them:

#PregoLiam

#CarrierSlut

#ZiamBaby

#Baby1D

#BillionDollarCarrier

"I can't believe people. Some of these are horrible!" Harry comments as he looks through the tag CarrierSlut.

"I can't believe they believe this! I always put my hand on my stomach when I sing! I am NOT pregnant! The fans should know better than to buy into this!" I snap as I continue to go through tweets.

"Are you sure about that? I mean you could be pregnant. Not far along at all, but still could be pregnant," Harry comments making me want to smother him with a pillow.

"It was one time! I haven't even experienced any signs that say I could be and Zayn says he's pretty sure that he used a condom," I argue just wanting the topic to drop.

"Pretty sure is more than likey he has no clue. It's only be like 17 days sense you slept with him. Way too soon to experience anything and too soon to have people flipping out like this, but you could still be pregnant," Harry argues. 

"Shut up Harry," I grumble pulling the blankets around me as I snuggle back into bed with my phone in hand. In honesty I do not even want to be up at the moment. I'm exhausted, I'm light headed and cramping again. I just want all the drama gone, for Harry to put his phone away and for us both to get some sleep.

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