Revenge's Wild Child. || Ongoing

Emotional Outlet [17 ]

L E O N A

I can't believe we killed someone from our old pack. Distraught with all the thoughts rushing through my head as Tyla gets me up to date. Even with all they put me through, I still couldn't fathom that I killed one of my ex-pack members.

Envy drifted through my mind as I thought about my older brother who got to spend time with our real parents. He can remember them while I was ignored by everyone in my childhood. My 'Family' locked me in the basement every day after school and basic training.

I'm furious that I couldn't get to have a normal day without all this drama. I was angry as I thought about all the trauma I went through while my brother was off with our mom having fun bonding moments. Sure, being ignored isn't as bad as I know other people go through. I could have been abused. Luckily they just forgot about me unless there was a reason why they needed their 'adopted angel'.

I could feel all the sadness, all the depression pooling around me as it all hit me at once. I don't know how to feel or how to think. So many emotions. I had a father. And he died before I could talk.

All of my emotions felt overwhelming as I tried to take it in.

Jung asked this time before picking me up bridal style in his strong arms. I felt faint anyways I wasn't gonna argue. He ran back to the pack holding me tightly. Making it onto pack lines I could feel his anger towards me. 

Jung took me straight back to the pack doctor. She looked disappointed that I lied to her. I knew she wouldn't understand. I can handle myself.

"Sure," Tyla said as she made us look at the knife still in my foot.

The Pack Doctor, Brianna, rushed to us as she noticed blood dripping from my foot.

"Hurry, I need help immediately! Future FM beta is hurt," Brianna said as she motioned to other nurses. Most looked pissed, others looked happy and some rushed to our side for help.

I almost cried when they took me out of Jung's arms and put me on the hospital bed. I wasn't prepared for what was about to happen. The doctors held me down tightly before ripping the knife out of my foot. Blood sprayed out as the pain was so overbearing that I had to scream.

"JUNG!" He tried to hold my hand but the pack doctors were pushing him away.

"Back up Future Beta, We have to focus on giving Future Beta female all the help she needs," Brianna said before two large pack enforcers held my raging wolf back. I cried as he was pulled out of my room.

I needed him. I watched as they dragged him away from me. My tiger moaned in pain as we were ripped apart from our mate. I tried to stay awake.

I thought everything was good until the doctor started freaking out.

"Her bleeding should have ended by now. Why is there more? Oh fuck." She said as I felt the blood leaving my body. Everything that was going on looked like it was all in slow motion for me.

"Her blood is turning black. She's been poisoned!! Quick! Call the healer. Immediately!" That was the last thing I heard before I passed out again.

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I woke up a few hours later to my mate holding my hand and gazing into the ground. The hospital lights shined into my eyes. I closed them quickly as I got used to the brightness. I tried to move but pain ricocheted through my body.

I am a tiger though so whatever poison they had shouldn't affect me too badly. I'll be okay, it's not like this is the first time I have been poisoned.

"First time bleeding heavily while being poisoned though," Tyla said as I tried to move. Figuring out I could only move a little bit since my body was asleep.