Hidden mess

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Here also little girl feels her vulnerable side which she hided from the world. She hided her broken heart, hided her painful screams, hided her tears within her. This poem talks about the hidden mess within her which it is named like.

Hidden mess

Even though I say I'm priceless,
I feel like a trash worthless,
My life feels so tasteless,
The pen of my life is not in my hand is the reason I behave so heartless.

The smile outside is just a mess,
Inside I'm a total mess,
I can't scream the pain, can't cry,
I don't even have rights to try,
Cuz I can't answer when they ask why,
Eventually they will find me and fry.

I'm so alone,
You can't even find my clone,
I was born for this loneliness,
Everything you see in me is just the dress,
Inside contains millions of unsolved mess,
No one can see it as it is a hidden mess.

Meaning of the things which may not be understandable :

'Eventually they will find me and fry.'

When a food is fried it looks appetizing and is tasty but is extremely unhealthy. Same for the poet. People will try to mold her the way they want to (fry) and then she will do everything they say (appetizing) but from inside she will be completely depressed and unhealthy mentally (unhealthy). Don't take it in cringe way as this word is used in this poem for a very deep purpose. I hope you all are getting what I mean.

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