Secrets 2

Chapter 46

Louis' POV

I don't know what's wrong with me. I know I was with Allison last night. I was happy I was finally with her after everything we've had to do. I don't know what happened. I sort of blacked out and started thinking like I used to when I was still with Jace and Joey. It was almost like one of those nights when I would hook up with a random girl and I didn't want to be touched by them. Every time Allison tried to kiss me I couldn't help but pull away. That how I was before her. I remember her say stop but I didn't. There was something going stopping me from doing that. I know if I could have controlled it I would have stopped. I never want to do that to her again. I just can't control that though. I need her but I don't want to do that again. I don't like the way I was. I know when I came out of it I was sitting on the edge of the bed with my face in my hands. I noticed I still don't have any clothes on. I looked over on the bed and saw her laying there sleeping. I moved under the blanket and moved over closer to her. I wrapped my arms around her and kissed her head. Hopefully I can make this all up to her. She doesn't deserve how I was.

I woke up to Allison moving in my arms. I'm surprised she's not moving away from me. She moved closer to me and hid her face in my chest. I noticed that the room is a little bright from the sun. I tightened my arms around her and kissed the top of her head, "Are you alright, love?"

''My head hurts.''

''I can go get you some medicine.''

She didn't say anything. I just felt her leave a soft kiss on my collarbone. I don't understand how she's so sweet to me when I ruined last night for her. I kissed the top of her head as I pulled away from her as she hid her face in the pillow. I walked over to the curtains. I heard Allison mumble, "Thank you.''

''No problem, love.''

I walked over to our bag and grabbed some sweatpants out and a shirt. I put those on before walking over to the side of the bed that she's on. I moved some of her hair, "I'm going to get you some medicine. I'll be right back, love."

''Okay."

I lent down and kissed her head, "Can I have a kiss before I leave?"

She moved her head so her face wasn't in the pillow anymore and she was looking at me. I smiled a little before I pressed my lips against hers. They were gentle against mine as they moved in sync. I pulled away sooner than I wanted to. ''I love you, baby.''

She mumbled, "I love you.''

Before she moved so her face was in the pillow again. I wish I could make this better for her. I know we're supposed to go home today but we can stay here an extra day if we need to. I don't care if I miss work for one more day. I grabbed my wallet before walking out of our hotel room. I walked down the hall to the elevator. I noticed the guy that made feel off yesterday was standing there. He looked at me like he did yesterday. It's almost like he knows me from somewhere. As we waited for the elevator he asked, "Do you know Jace and Joey?"

I looked at him kind of weird. How does he even know that? "Yeah, why?"

''You're Louis then. They had me help them keep track of you. I quiet their group about six months ago.''

I can't help but shake my head and look away. I'm honestly not surprised. I knew they had people trying to keep track of me. What I do is none of their business. The doors opened and we walked in. I pressed the button for the main floor. As soon as the doors closed he asked, ''Was that girl with you yesterday you're girlfriend?"

I really don't like this guy asking me all this stuff. ''She's actually my fiance.''

''She's beautiful.''