Secrets 2

Chapter 26

Louis' POV

I love Allison. She always seems to surprise me. I wasn't expecting her to make yesterday about me. I will find a way to make that up to her. I should be the one doing everything for her. I know it's about to get hard for us. Especially when people like Sam and Lauren try to come around us. I hope they stay away now. It's already hard enough on her when we can't be seen together there. Maybe I can find a way for it to start being easier for her. I just don't know if that's even possible.

I woke up with her in my arms. I love waking up with her like this every morning. I hate that I even have to leave her today. I hate leaving her by herself. I never know what can happen. Especially since Joey knows about us. She looks so peaceful right now. I don't want to wake her up. She even kind of looks happy right now. I honestly have no idea how I make her so happy. I'm just happy she's still with me and she doesn't plan on going anywhere. She makes me so happy. I can't go without her anymore. She's everything to me. I will do anything to make sure nothing happens to us. 

I looked up at the clock. I know I need to go soon. I just don't want to leave her. I just want to stay here with her in my arms. I kissed her head before sliding out from under her. I looked back and saw that she was still asleep. I'm happy that she is. I don't want to wake her up yet. I don't want to do that till I have to leave. She deserves to sleep. I got off the bed, walking over to our dresser. I grabbed out some sweatpants and a t-shirt. I know I normally don't wear this to work but I don't care. I shouldn't even have to be going there today. I do have some grading left to do from finals. I haven't graded them all yet. That's only because I wanted to come home and be with her. I only got some done when she was working on my Christmas present. I fixed my hair a little bit before walking back into our bedroom. I noticed that she was still asleep. I don't want to do this to her. I walked back over by the bed, sliding my phone into my pocket. I want to be able to talk to her today since I won't be able to be with her till later. I sat on the edge of the bed, moving some of her hair away from her face. She's so beautiful. I really don't want to leave her. I leaned down, pressing my lips against hers. It didn't take long for them to start to move in sync with mine. I felt her smile against my lips before I pulled away. I smiled, "Good morning, beautiful."

I noticed her smile get a little bigger, "Good morning."

"I'm sorry I have to go, love."

I felt her move some of my hair, "I understand, babe."

I smiled, pecking her lips, "I love you."

"I love you."

I pecked her lips one last time, "I'll be back as soon as I can."

I started getting off the bed when I felt her grab my hand. I looked back at her as she smiled, "Can I have another kiss before you go?"

I smiled to myself. I leaned down, kissing her again. Her lips were so gentle against mine like they usually were. I felt her move her hands up, messing with my hair. I love it when she does this. I ran my tongue over her bottom lip and she let me have entrance like she usually does. I do want to stay with her like this all day but I know I can't. I felt her tug a little at the ends of my hair. I can't help but moan. I felt her smile again before I pulled away, "I really do need to go, love."

"I love you."

I love hearing her say that. I'll never get tired of it. I smiled, "I love you, baby."

I pecked her lips one last time before I pulled away from her, moving off the bed. I looked back at her. I noticed that she was watching me walk out. I hate this. I honestly don't like this but I have to. I walked down the stairs then out of the house to my car. I wish I could bring her with me at least but I can't. We would be caught then. I'm getting to the point where I don't even care anymore. I just don't want to ruin things for her. I would do anything for her though. I feel like I've proven that like she's proven to me that she's not going anywhere. I don't know what I would do without her but I don't think I'll have to worry about that anymore. I'm not doing anything to ruin anything with her.