Secrets 2

Chapter 36

Allison's POV

I loved spending my birthday with Louis. It was my first time spending it with anyone the I've been in love with. I don't want to spend another birthday without him. I have a feeling that I'm not going to. My birthday was almost perfect. I sort of wish it was just the two of us all night but it was kind of nice having dinner with everyone last night even though I didn't say much. I'm so happy that Niall was there. I can't believe Louis invited Niall. I didn't expect that. Especially since what happened at the lake house. I know neither one of them are over what happened. I don't want to bother Louis with it. I know he doesn't really like talking about it. I just want to help him with it but I don't want him to be upset. He deserves to be happy. We both do.

I woke up with my head on his chest, his arms wrapped around me, and our legs were tangled together. I smiled to myself. I love waking up like this. Especially after nights like last night. I wish every night could be like that. I know it can't. Maybe we can just have more nights like that. I know he would like that. He always says how he can never get enough of me. I looked up at him and saw that he was still asleep. I want to let him sleep. He deserves to. I feel like he doesn't get very much sleep during the week. He's always awake before I am and goes to sleep after I do. I left a soft kiss on his chest, lightly tracing his tattoo of my name with my finger tip. I don't really want to leave today. I just want to lay here with him all day. Maybe even tomorrow. I don't want to go back home and have to hide most of the time. I love being open with him. I know we still have months before that then we have about two months before we get married. Honestly I'm happy about it. I never thought I would be getting married right after high school. It feels right with him though. I've never felt that with anyone else either. I know he hasn't either. I noticed his arm laying on his stomach move. He moved it up, moving some of my hair out of my face. I stopped tracing his tattoo, looking up at him. He smiled, "Good morning, love."

I can't help but smile. I loving seeing his smile. "Good morning."

He pecked my lips, "How long have you been awake?"

"Not very long."

"Why didn't you wake me up?"

"You deserve to sleep."

I noticed him smile a little, "I would rather be awake with you."

I sighed, "I know. It's just that I knew when you woke up we would have to leave soon."

He looked at me confused, "You don't want to leave?"

I shook my head, "Not really. I love being open with you."

I felt his cup my cheek in his hand, caressing my cheek with his thumb, "We can just stay here another day and we'll go home tomorrow."

"I have school tomorrow and you have work. We should go back home."

"It's fine, love. It's one day. I would rather spend it with you anyway."

I can't help but smile. "I love you."

He pecked my lips again, "I love you, baby."

I moved up and little bit, hiding my face the crock of his neck. I love laying here with him like this. I just want to be around him. I know I am around him pretty much everyday. It's just that it's not everyday that I get to be open with him. I left a soft kiss on his neck, "Did you ever tell everyone we weren't going to the club last night?"

"They guessed we weren't really going to go. They know how you feel about it. They all went anyway."

"I'm happy we didn't go."

He kissed the top of my head, "Me too, love. I would have rather of been here with you."

I smiled into his neck. He's always so sweet to me. I don't know how I got lucky enough to be with him. I know he feels the same way about me. Maybe that's why we're together. We both have enough problems and I'm sure that no one else would put up with me. I left another soft kiss on his neck. He started running his finger tips up and down my side. After a few minutes I felt him kiss the top of my head, "Do you want to go out and get breakfast, love or order room service."