Secrets 2

Chapter 40

Allison's POV

I'm kind of surprised the Louis just got into the shower with me. I didn't expect him to even talk to me most of the night. I know it's because something is bothering him so I'm not upset about it. I knew he would eventually tell me. I put on one of his shirts like I usually do then slid on my underwear. I turned around and saw him walking into the room with a towel hanging on his hips. I wouldn't mind if he didn't have that towel on. I shook my head. I feel like I'm starting to think like him now. I guess that it's not surprising. I've bascially been around him everyday since we've been together. I know he feels the same way about me. My thoughts were interuppted by him smiling, "Are done staring at me, love?''

I can't help but smile and look down, "Yes.''

I got up and he wrapped an arm around my waist. He kissed my cheek, "Let's go downstairs, love.''

I can't help but smile. I don't know what made him start acting like this towards me after treating me the way he was before. I don't want to hold that against him though. I'm just happy he's back to being like this. I felt him kiss my cheek as he started to walk into the living room when I stopped. He turned and looked at me confused. I grabbed his hand and intertwined our fingers, "You should eat, babe.''

''Don't you want to talk?"

I nodded, "I would rather you eat first."

I noticed him start to smile a little as we walked into the kitchen. I kissed his cheek, "Go sit down, babe. I'll get your food.''

He pecked my lips before he pulled his hand away from mine. I smiled a little and walked over to the microwave. I grabbed his plate out and gave it to him. I walked over to the fridge and grabbed us each something to drink before I walked back towards him. I sat down next to him. I noticed him eating. I'm kind of happy that he is. I have a feeling that if I didn't make him he wouldn't be eating right now. I felt him put his hand on my leg like he usually does when he eats. I smiled a little and lent against him. I moved my hand so that it was on top of his and started caressing it with my thumb. I don't mind sitting here with him. I have a feeling that if it was anyone else I wouldn't be sitting here like this with them.

When he was done he looked down and smiled at me. "You're so beautiful.''

I can't help but smile, "You're not bad looking either."

He chuckled and pecked my lips before he pulled his hand away from my leg. He got up and put his plate in the dishwasher before walking back over to where we were sitting before. He grabbed my hand and intertwined our fingers. I kissed his cheek, ''What's bothering you?"

He sighed and looked down at our hands intertwined. "Us hiding. I don't know how much longer I can do this for. I want to tell everyone about us. It just keeps getting harder, Allison.''

I started to rub my thumb on the back of his hand, "I know, babe. It bothers me too. I want us to be able to be open. We just have about four more months left of this.''

He looked back up at me, "That's the thing. I don't know if I can deal with this for four more months.''

''Are you saying you want to end this?"

I really hope this isn't what he wants. He's told me so many times that he would so anything to make sure we stay together. We've both done so much for each other. He shook his head, "No. Allison I need you. That's not what I was wanting.''

I looked at him confused, "What are you wanting then?"

''I was thinking maybe I can just quiet. They need someone to teach now at the college then I'll apply at the schools by where my mum lives for next school year.''