Secrets 2

Chapter 64

Allison's POV

I'm happy I came home last night. I finally slept through the night for the first time in days. Since we've been together I've slept in his arms almost every night. I know now I can hardly sleep without him now. I noticed that he got some sleep while I was gone. I'm sure him drinking every night had something to do with that. I'm not sure how I feel about it. He hasn't really said anything about it other than that's what he did. Maybe I'll be able to talk to him about it soon. I just don't want it to upset him. I mean we're leaving tomorrow for our wedding.

I woke up to Louis' alarm clock going off. I groaned and moved closer to him. I hate that alarm right now. I mean I don't have to get up. I felt him move and he turned it off. I felt him kiss the top of my head before moving out from under me. I pulled the blanket over me and hid my face in the pillow. I just want to go back to sleep.

I got woke up again by Louis moving some of my hair and lightly pecking my lips. I noticed him start to smile as I opened my eyes. I felt him cup my cheek in his hand and start caressing it with this thumb, "I'm getting ready to leave, love."

I mumbled, "I love you."

He smiled, "I love you. Are you going to be ready to get our marriage license when I get home."

I nodded, "I'll just stay awake"

''You don't have to do that, babe. You should sleep if that's what you want to do.''

I shook my head, "I'll just stay awake."

He pecked my lips, "You look like you're thinking about something."

I smiled, "Maybe."

"What are you thinking about, love?"

"I was thinking I can bring you lunch today."

I noticed him start to smile, "I would love that."

He pecked my lips again, "I really need to go, love."

"I love you."

He smiled, "I love you. I'll see you soon, babe."

He lightly pressed his lips against mine one last time before he left. Honestly it's weird seeing him leave in the mornings. I've only had to do this one time before. That was because I had to go to court during my parents divorce.

I sighed and grabbed the remote. I turned on the TV. I'm happy that we're leaving tomorrow for our wedding. I honestly starting to get a little nervous though. I feel like that's normal. It would probably be weird if I wasn't. I wish I had someone I could talk about this but no one knows we're sneaking off to get married. That was the point in this. We didn't really want anyone to know.

I laid in bed for awhile watching TV. I can't help but think about the things we need to get done. I know we'll finish it all though. We always do. I shouldn't worry about it so much. I kind of want to look nice for Louis today. I haven't really dressed nice in what seems like awhile. I do love wearing lazy clothes though. I always have. I looked at the clock. I really need to get out of bed. I don't really want to but I want to see him.