Secrets 2

Chapter 25

Allison's POV

I'm not upset with Louis about yesterday. I kind of understand why he didn't want to do anything. I really need to make my mind up about things. I feel like I have now. I do want to forget about me being upset and just focus on our future. We both deserve that. I get happy now thinking about our wedding. I would like to start planning it. I'm sure that he does too. He was the one wanting to get married sooner than I did. I do want to make things up to him. Not the way that I was going to before.

I woke, looking up at him. I noticed that he was still asleep. I smiled. He looks so much younger when he's sleeping. He looks peaceful. Sort of happy too. I left a light kiss on his cheek before I sliding out of his arms, trying not to wake him up. I looked back at him and saw that he was still sleeping. I want to do something for him. I want to make today about him. I walked out of our room, down the stairs to the kitchen. I pulled out some food for breakfast and started cooking. 

I really hope he doesn't wake up while I'm down here. I want to surprise him with breakfast in bed before I tell him that I'm going to make today about him. He deserves it after everything he has done for me. He does so much for me and I feel like I hardly do anything for him. I finished making our breakfast, putting it on two plates for each of us. I put it on a tray before grabbing us each something to drink then put it on the tray. I picked it up, walking upstairs to our bedroom. I noticed that he was still sleeping. I smiled to myself. I set down the tray, walking over to the bed. I got on the bed, moving over to him, careful not to wake him up. I left light kisses on his neck up to his jaw line before pressing my lips against his. It didn't take him long for his lips to start feeling his lips move against mine. I smiled, pulling away. I noticed him smile, "Good morning, beautiful."

I giggled, "Good morning."

"What are you up to, love?"

I tilted my head a little, "How do you know I'm up to something?"

He chuckled, "You're not very good at hiding things, love."

"Well I thought we could start with breakfast in bed."

Before he could say anything I pecked his lips, pulling away from him. I grabbed the tray, setting it on the bed in front of him. I moved over next to him when I felt him wrap an arm around me, pulling me closer to him. He kissed my cheek, "Thank you, love."

I smiled, "Your welcome."

"Are you staying in here and eating with me?"

I smiled, nodding, "Where else would I go?"

He looked away, mumbling, "There's plenty of other places. Better..."

I kissed his cheek, "Shh. Please don't think like that."

He looked down and started eating. I want to make today so much better for him. Hopefully I can and get him to stop thinking like that. It hurts me when he says things like that. I would rather be here with him than anywhere else simply because I love him and love being with him. I left a soft kiss on his neck before I started eating. I just want him to be happy today. I didn't feel like eating much since I know he's upset. 

I finished when I noticed that he was still eating. I grabbed his free hand, intertwining our fingers. I moved closer to him, leaving a kiss on his shoulder. I squeezed his hand as he finished up. I kind of expected him to squeeze my hand or something but he didn't. He just stayed quiet. He laid back down as I left a kiss on his cheek before I pulled my hand away from his. I grabbed the tray with our plates, setting it on the nightstand. I laid back down next to him, moving closer to him. He didn't wrap his arm around me like he usually does. I moved his arm so it was around me, moving closer to him. He didn't look at me. He just kept looking anywhere else. I reach my hand up, cupping his cheek. He finally looked down at me. Before he could say anything I pressed my lips against his. They moved in sync with mine but not every long before he pulled away. He sighed, "Allison..."