Secrets 2

Chapter 9

Allison's POV

Honestly I don't know where Louis went after everything last night. I want to know. I don't care how bad it is. I won't be mad at him. I just want to know that he was safe. It just worried me when he wouldn't answer his phone. He never has it turned off like he did.

I woke up to him running his finger tips up and down my back. I love when he does this. It's relaxing. I should relax after yesterday. I don't really want to do anything. I looked up as Louis smiled, "Good morning, beautiful."

"Good morning."

He looks tired right now. I can tell that he hasn't slept. I mean I don't know when he got back last night. It could have even been this morning. I just know that it was dark and I couldn't really tell that it was him. I curled up closer to him, "When did you get back?"

He whispered, "An hour or two ago."

I guess that explains on why he looks like he hasn't slept. I mumbled, "You need to sleep."

"I'll be fine, love."

He seems so much calmer than he was yesterday. I'm happy he's not upset anymore. I do want to talk to him about yesterday but I don't want to upset him. I just want to be with him. That's all I care about. I looked away from him, looking at the TV. I saw that he had friends on. I'm glad my favorite show is his favorite now. It's pretty much the only thing that we watch. I really hope he doesn't want to do anything today. I don't want to leave this room. For some reason I'm tired of being here. I would rather be back home at this point. There's been so much that's happened here that I want away from it. Things are very calm for us when we're at home. The only thing that we even argue about there is about Lauren. She hasn't been around lately and it's been nice. We haven't had to fight about it lately.

After about 10 minutes of watching TV, I felt Louis kiss the top of my head, "Do you want to talk about anything, love?"

I sighed, looking back up at him, "Yes but I would rather not upset you. I'm just happy you're here right now."

"Baby, I'm not going to get mad at you."

"I'm fine without knowing right now."

He looked at me surprised, "Okay, if that what you want."

I looked back down. I reached one of my hands down, intertwining our fingers. I noticed that there was something red in the back of his hand. I sat up as I felt him keep his arm wrap around me. I turned our hands over and saw that there were some deep cuts on his knuckles. I could see the the dry blood that ran down his hand. I looked at him and I saw that he was looking at what I was doing. I asked, "What happened?"

"I thought you didn't want to know right now."

"Please just tell me."

"Do you want me to tell you everything or just how this happened?"

I sighed, "Everything."

I know I will eventually find out what all happened. I might as well hear it all now. I do love him and I'm not going anywhere no matter what happen. I'm not even going to get mad. I just hope nothing else happened to him. He sighed, "When I left angry I didn't know what I was going to do or where I was going. I just knew I had to find a way to let my anger out. I didn't want to take it out on you or anyone here. I drove around for awhile till I thought of something. I ended up in the old neighborhood where I was with Joey, Jace, and Shawn. I ended up parking the car and I was walking around. I found Joey in an ally way after he got done making a drug deal. I was angry with what happened with Niall and I was angry with him for following you that one day. I just started beating the shit out of him. I knocked him out and I left."