Secrets 2

Chapter 12

Louis' POV 

I'm not really happy with the way things went at dinner last night. I don't like how Sophia was asking Allison all those questions about what happened when I left. I know Allison isn't going to tell her or anyone else what happened. I trust her. I know she wouldn't put up with Liam if he did that but Allison and I aren't them. Everything between us has been different. We don't get to be like the 'normal' couple like everyone else. Like they are. Almost everything we have is a secret. I mean when we're at home we have to be careful not to get caught. I know that it gets to Allison but I'm so happy she stays. I don't know what I would do without her. It's very obvious that Sophia wouldn't deal with the things that Allison has. I'm glad they're pretty much not anything like each other at all. I know if they were, Allison would be gone. 

I don't like that they brought up anything with the wedding. We've decided nothing about it. I would love to get married over the summer but who knows. I don't want to rush Allison into any of it. I guess that's why we haven't talked about it a lot. We haven't really even had time to. I mean we've had other things go on since we got engaged. I'm sure when we get home we can start talking about. 

After dinner we all went back to the lake house. None of us have really saying anything. I'm fine with that. I didn't want them asking Allison anymore questions about what's been going on with us. It's none of their business right now. Allison and I went into the bedroom as soon as we got here. I can tell that some of those questions bothered her. Probably not as much as they bothered me. Nothing happened, which I'm fine with. She looked tired. She needed to sleep. I know I needed it too. We had a rough 24 hours.

I woke up with her laying on my chest. I can't help but smile. I love waking up with her. I don't want to wake up any other way. We both already know that I can't sleep without her anymore. I need her. I would do anything to make sure we stay together. I hope that she knows that. I moved some of her hair away from her face. I smiled. She's so beautiful. She's perfect to me. I don't know how I got so lucky with her. I never thought I would be with someone. I thought I would just hook up with people like I did before her. I didn't hook up with anyone for awhile before I got with her. I'm happy that I didn't. I would have rather have waited for her. We could have been each others firsts then. I know I'm her first and hopefully I'll be the only one. I have a feeling I will. I can't see her leaving me then being with someone else. I don't want to think about that. I know she's not going anywhere. I would do anything for her. I felt her start to move in my arms. She looked up at me, smiling sleepily, "Good morning, handsome."

I chuckled, "Good morning beautiful."

I leaned down, lightly pecking her lips, "Are you ready to go home, baby?"

She nodded, "It will be nice being home."

I smiled, "I just want to be alone with you, love."

She smiled, "I know. I think we have some things to talk about when we get home."

"I know but those things can always wait a little bit."

 "True, we've only been engaged three days."

I sighed, "They've been a very rough few days."

"We always have problems when we stay here."

"I know. They're usually not like they have been though."

She smiled, "Things will be better when it's just the two of us and we're at home."

I pecked her lips, "I know."

She is right. We always have problems when we're at this house. I think it would be better to just sell it and buy a different one. One where we can make memories together where we haven't argued or anything. I know we can talk about that later. We have a lot going on as it is. I felt her move in my arms again. She moved so that she was straddling me. I smiled, "What are you doing, love?"