Secrets 2

Chapter 48

Louis' POV

It was nice being with Allison last night. We both needed it. Especially after the night before. I still feel terrible about it. I wish I could find a way to make sure I'll never do that to her again. I just don't think that there's a way to know. It was kind of weird how she said she needed me right after. I know it had nothing to do with sex. I know it meant more than that. I know she mean't how she just needs me around her and in her life like I have been. I'm the same way. I need her way more than she'll ever know. She makes me feel like I'm finally getting my life on track. Normally people my age have found someone or they just party. I'm happy I found her. She's the first real relationship I've had though. I know that's not normal for someone my age. I don't care though. I know she's the one for me. I love her. I'll never love anyone else. I don't want to. The other way I'll love anyone else is if we end up having a kid. With the way things have been I doubt that will happen. Especially anytime soon. I mean we haven't exactly been preventing it like we should and nothings happened.

I woke up to Allison cuddled into me. I can't help but smile seeing her like that. I love waking up with her like this every morning. I'll never wake up with anyone else like this. I hope she knows that. I know if something happened to us I would go back to how I used to be before and my life wouldn't really go anywhere. I would basically be stuck in the same place. I don't want to go back to that. I'm going to do whatever I can to make sure things work for us. I have a feeling that they will. She's proved she's not going anywhere. I feel like if it was anyone else they would have left by now. I moved my hand up and moved some of her hair out of her face. She looks so peaceful and happy. I'm glad I called off work today. I can spend more time with her today. I wish I could just spend everyday with her without having other things to do. I know that won't happen. We have so much to do. Honestly I kind of just want to sneak off to Vegas and marry her. We could even do it the same weekend we're supposed to get married. I already put in for a long weekend so I can spend time with her. I'll feel kind of bad about it since I already told my mum about the wedding and Allison and I already looked at the place. Maybe she'll be happy about sneaking off and getting married. We can always talk about it. I just want her to be happy. I want to be happy with her too. I looked down and saw that neither of us still had nothing on. Just a blanket covering us. I heard a light knock on the door. I don't know who it could be. We haven't really told anyone we're staying at this hotel. My mum doesn't even know. I slid out from under her and got off the bed. I looked back and saw that she was still sleeping. I walked out of the room and quietly closed the door behind me. I grabbed my sweatpants off the floor and slid them back on before answering the door. I saw that it was the guy that started talking to me at the elevator yesterday. ''Do you need something?"

He handed me a piece of paper, "We should talk about things with Jace and Joey sometime.''

I shook my head, ''I don't even know who you are.''

''My name's Eric. I have somethings to talk to you about with Jace and Joey.''

''Fine. How did you find my room anyway?"

''I asked the people at the front desk.''

I shook my head and closed the door. I'm sort of pissed off about that. I don't like the fact that just anyone can find out which room is mine. Especially someone that's worked with Jace and Joey. I don't want anything to do with that anymore. That's my past and I want to get over it. I don't want anything to do with it. I took the piece of paper and threw it in the trash before walking back into the bedroom. I saw that she was still sleeping. I don't want to wake her up but I really want to leave. It feels off having Allison here right now. I really want to get her out of here and go home. I moved back onto the bed by her and lightly pressed my lips against her's. It didn't take long to feel them start to move in sync with mine. I smiled as I pulled away from the kiss, "Good morning, beautiful.''