Desire: dəˈzī(ə)r
"a strong feeling of wanting to have something or wishing for something to happen."
Ever wanted something that you know you can't have and the more you can't have it the more you want it?
"I want her and I'd give anything to have...
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I am so pissed off right now! Not only did Bryson violate my privacy but he had the nerve to confront me about it!
"Are you gonna say anything?"
"Fuck you! I told you not to read it and you read it!"
"D, you can't get mad at me for that! How can you expect me not to want to know what was in there? Plus, you can't tell someone don't read this or look in here and expect them not to do it"
"Whatever Bryson. I can't believe you! How can I even trust you from now on?"
"Don't do that it was just stupid diary—"
"They weren't stupid! Those are my feelings for you Bryson!"
"Are or were?"
My eyes grew wide after he said that. I was so mad that I didn't even realize I told him those are my feelings. Truth be told how I felt about Bryson only got stronger over the years.
"Look, Bryson, I love you. I'm in love with you and I didn't tell you because I didn't know if you felt the same way"
"Dorian, I love you too". Bryson grabbed her face gently and started kissing her. The kiss deepen and I took her to her bedroom. Bryson kicked open the door and tossed both him and Dorian onto her king-size bed.
"I saw the part that said you wanted me to be your first. Is that true?"
She nods
"Are you still a virgin?"
She nods "yes".
"What?! I thought that nigga Jamie took it after prom? He sure was bragging and talking shit"
"No, he didn't. I wanted to go there with him but I couldn't so he got pissed off and left"
"Shit I broke his nose for no reason then"
Call me weird but I felt like it was cute that Bryson defended me like that. Dorian sat up and looked at Bryson with lust in her eyes and love in her heart. She took his shirt off and tossed it to the floor. I admired his body and the many tattoos he had.
Bryson kissed my lips and moved down to my neck. "Im gonna tell you everything im doing to you" He said in between kisses
I didn't really understand why I mean I've seen porn I know what they do but I went along with it.
I'm sliding one finger in baby," He said and did exactly that. It felt so good feeling his finger sliding in and out of me.
I think you're ready for two baby, are you ready?," He asked me
I nodded.
Bryson slid another finger in and sped up the pace. By this time I was ready to explode. "Bryson, something is wrong my legs are shaking"
"That's supposed to happen you're about to cum baby. Fuck."
A few more pumps with his finger and I released on his hand. I wanted to be sexy so I did what I seen on porn and licked his fingers clean.
"You want me to use a condom?"
"I'm on birth control. Are you STD free?"
"Yes"
Bryson took the rest of his clothes off and his hard dick sprung out. My God I knew it was big but how is that supposed to fit?!
"I'll be gentle"
He ate her out and once she was even more wet he began to slide in.
-gasp-
"You want me to stop?"
"No" she said above a whisper
He started back moving and I felt the pain in my stomach. I closed my eyes and tried not to let a tear fall but it did.
"It'll start feeling better soon" Bryson said and wiped my tear then kissed my forehead.
He was right once the cherry was popped and the muscles loosened I was able to enjoy it and take more of him.
"Give it to me. I heard the girls on the track team say you fuck hard and fast"
"You sure? I don—"
I kissed him and nodded.
"Your wish Is my command queen"
And with that being said he put her legs to her ears and started killing her shit. Profanity and skin slapping sounds filled the air as we switched positions and went round for round.
"Baby I'm bout to cum"
"Me too. Look at me while I cum in that pussy. Look at daddy baby"
It sent Dorian threw the roof she came hard and so did Bryson. After wards he collapsed next to her and admired her body and beauty.
"I love you, D" he kissed her cheek and soon after the two were sound asleep.