Desire: dəˈzī(ə)r
"a strong feeling of wanting to have something or wishing for something to happen."
Ever wanted something that you know you can't have and the more you can't have it the more you want it?
"I want her and I'd give anything to have...
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"Why are you always doing this shawty?! You trip every fucking time!" "Why is it always me?! You never make time for me but you always make time Durk and nem!"
I stuck my head out the shower when she said that. "Durk and nem is gang shawty what you mean?"
"Ok. Was gang there when you was facing 15 to life? I put my legal career on the line to get you out when you was locked!"
"Baby, I appreciate you but my life can't revolve around you! Now when I come back from the studio I'll take you out ok?"
"Von, you don't understand. Spending money isn't what makes me happy. Sometimes I just want your company but I never get it".
"You cap as fuck right now D"
Von finished getting dressed and grabbed his car keys off the kitchen counter. "I love you and just be ready when...
"No! We are going to talk about this right now! Your always trying to use money to apologize and I liked it at first but now it's stupid and childish! I wanted you to stay in with me tonight because I had something to tell you"
"What's so important that you can't tell me when I leave from around the guys?!"
"How is it that we got the fuck out of Chicago, moved to the west coast and them dudes still see you more than I do?! What I had to tell you is that I'm carrying your child!"
"Your lying?"
"How could you think that von? We have sex.. raw."
Without another word I walked out and headed to the studio.
"Yo, you good?" Durk asked
"Dajah claims she's pregnant"
"You don't think she is?" He asked
"I don't know man. It's just she's always nagging me about staying in with her and shit like that It could've been a prank or some shit".
"I think you need to go and talk to her. Dajah is a good girl bro. You don't wanna lose her over stupid shit"Durk said
I probably do but not right now," Von took a pull from the blunt ... 8:55 pm
"Dajah! Where you at baby?". I cut the lights on in our house and seen Dajah laying on the couch with two suitcases packed.
"Are we going somewhere?"
"You aren't but I am"
"Are you still mad over that argument earlier? I said I'll take you. Come on get dressed and we can get some drinks"
"Von I told you I'm pregnant! I can't drink"
"I'm here now baby you don't have to lie ...
She slapped me.
"You know what.. Ima let you go cause I need my peace and this ain't it. Now you free to go hang with "gang" anytime you please".
"What are you telling me Dajah?"
"You do you and Ima do me"
"Don't put this all on me. You think it was easy dealing with those moods you be in? That's why I always hung with the guys as much as possible. You'll be all sad and claim your ok and I'll be like tell is that true? And then we argue".
"You have some deep muthafuckin scars that stayed like tattoos Von. I'm not dealing with it" Dajah grabbed both suitcases.
"And then we argue about the dumbest shit! You see the sky's red and I'll say the skys blue." She added
" Well I hope you find "peace" or maybe an equal. Your too hard to please so you can leave."
Von shrugged and went into the back bedroom making sure he slammed the door shut. Dajah grabbed her suitcases and threw them into her Tesla. I contemplated leaving but I just couldn't stand by and be number two to his friends. I wiped my tears and pulled out the drive way and made my way to the nearest hotel.
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