Desire: dəˈzī(ə)r
"a strong feeling of wanting to have something or wishing for something to happen."
Ever wanted something that you know you can't have and the more you can't have it the more you want it?
"I want her and I'd give anything to have...
Brandon "Wassup ma I'm outside. In front of your building why? Man fuck that nigga. Aight I'll pull around back. See ya"
I know what y'all thinking I'm messing with someone's girl friend. Well I am but she's my best friend and her boyfriend doesn't like me so we have to sneak and hang out.
Hey B!." She opened the door
I see you got your good wig on tonight." He laughed
Vanessa:
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Shut up B." She laughs; how was the tour?," Vanessa added
Tiresome as hell a nigga was traveling right after performing. Who knew making it would be as tiring as hustling," I sighed
No B you aren't going back to that life. We're outta Chicago and that's behind us," Vanessa added
Yeah you right. How's Clark Atlanta treating you?," Bibby said
Ehh summer school classes are easy just boring." She replied
Wanna go get something to eat? We could go to Ruth Chris." Bibby offered
I wish I could but I'm broke. I just paid off my last bit of tu—-
That nigga ain't helping you? Why you with him?," He scoffed
Bibby don't start okay? He's trying to jump start his music career I don't wanna bother him," She whispers
Fuck that Nessa! What's your cash app?." I asked her
No Bibby if he sees more money in my account he's gonna flip out." Nessa added
So what give me your phone." I spat
Brandon started reaching over her for her phone and when i got to her back pocket she literally screamed in pain. I looked at her funny as she tried to laugh it off but she was my best friend she couldn't hide when something was wrong from me. I gave her a look and she turns around showing me her back side.
Vanessa...," Was all I could say
It didn't hurt B I swear it was my fault," Vanessa rambled
He shouldn't be hitting you Vee your way to beautiful to be someone's punching bag," I replied feeling my voice break
No B don't cry," She said
Look, allow me to give you money so you can get outta here. If it was up to me you'd leave tonight," I offered
Okay.. I will..," They hugged
He cashed her two thousand dollars and even gave her $100 in her hand. He didn't have anyone to take care of other than himself and his grandmother so it was only right he looked out for his best friend.
As Vanessa was getting ready to get out my truck she saw her man pull up she ducked down quickly but I'm sure he still seen her.
You better go up.. if you need me Vanessa just sent me that emoji and I'm there." He told her
Thanks B.. I love you." Vanessa said
My eyes grew wide at what you said and when she realized it so did hers. Now we've always told each other I love you but tonight was different it's like she meant it in a different way. Like she loves me like in love with me.
I love you too V." I pulled her into a hug
Vanessa gets out the truck and goes upstairs to her place. ... Vanessa Bibby, Brandon, he's on my mind. I've always wanted to tell him that I love him but I never had the time to but tonight I did it. I walked into my apartment listening to If he finds out.
"That nigga ain't gone do shit." Replayed in my head as Bibby rapped the lyrics. While my boyfriend was in the back doing god knows what I sat on the couch acting normal.
Where you been at?." He asks her
Just took a walk babe, your dinners in the microwave," I try to smile as much as possible
Okay how was— he stopped in the middle of his sentence and began sniffing around.
DJ, what are you doing?," I asked nervously
It smell like men's cologne." He said
Nigga ain't you a man?," She tried to play it off
Then all of a sudden she felt her head being pulled back. DJ glared through my eyes and into my soul with fear.
Bitch don't play with me you been around that nigga Brandon?." He asked
Yes I have!." She shouted back
His eyes grew wide because she never talked back to him.
You must be ready to get your ass beat?," he fussed
No I'm done with this. Just let me get what belongs to me and you can keep this apartment." Vanessa said as she pushed him
I packed up almost everything that belonged to me and threw it into the backseat of my Jeep. I already knew where I was going and I knew he'd be up waiting for me. She got out the car and walked up to the steps then knocked on the door.
Vanessa?." Bibby opened up
Hi...," I spoke tears softly flowing
He didn't say anything he just bit his lip then took my bags into the house. When I turned around I was met with Bobby's 6'6 frame.
I had to get you away from him. I wanted you to myself." He picked her up and kissed her
But Bibby... I... Dj and I aren't actually broken up yet I just—what if he..