love me. - guy germaine

part 11

it was monday.

 i hate monday.

This day better go by soon, I think it's stupid already. but today charlie guy and i were going to go to school together, we thought that would be a good idea.we made an appointment at charlie's houseI looked at the clock and sighedI didn't feel like todaynevertheless I stepped outside.after five minutes i arrived at charlie's house. i pressed the bell and waited for someone to answer, after a few seconds charlie opened the door and came out. we were still waiting for guy. "you look beautiful today by the way" he said before breaking the silence "thank you you look beautiful too" a small smile came out of my mouth "oh guy is there" i continued "finally" i heard him answer"HEY GUY YOU ARE LATE" I yelled loudly "YEAH I KNOW" I got back"YOU KNOW?" charlie shouted "YEAH" we still heardCharlie and I gave each other the same look then I rolled my eyes. guy came closer and closer. finally he came to us "hi" he said with a little wave "hey" i said giving back a little wave and charlie did the same. "so uh are you going to explain why you are so late?" Charlie asked curiously. i looked at guy wondering what his answer would be "oh i overslept, same old story" "you have to stop oversleeping guy" i said sighing "yeah" he said tiredwe talked until school before we got to the rest "hi you guys are late again" averman said "yeah guess how it happened" "guy overslept again?" said adam with the correct answer. guy looked tired and by that I mean really tired. I gave him a little push "you okay tho?" i looked at him"well-" he started "yeah.. i'm okay" what did he want to say? now i know there is something. poor boy, hope it's not too bad. but I nodded in response. I wanted to say something but realize it might be better to shut up and talk to him about it alone later. but something was off

the bell rang "let's gooo" jesse said "ugh" I said taking my phone out of my pocket "hey, hey, hey no phone class is about to start" I heard her say. I sighed but put my phone away "okay class today you have an unexpected test" everyone's mouth fell open "WHAT" I accidentally yelled super loud "Y/N don't yell in class please"I excused myself "sorry." she told what the test was about "oh hell nah" I said silently then I raised my hand. "yes y/n?" "I don't think this is okay, I can't do this anyway. What do you expect from me?" 

"I expect you, all of you, that you can do this" she said with patience 

"and what if we can't?" dean asked her "Then it's your fault" she replied. "BRUH" came out a little too quickly again. she looked at me and I apologized again.i turned and looked at guy "hi guy""hi y/n" he said looking around "can you pass this test?""uh i have no idea and you?" he was acting weird.

"same" I said

she gave everyone their test and then started talking "okay everyone quietly now take your test please" i nodded and looked at my testand this is why i hate schoolI didn't even understand the first question, that's going to be a bad test.a while later i finished and gave the test to the teacher "here" i said as i handed it over. she nodded "thank you, how did it go?"i decided to just be honest "it could go much better" and gave a small smile. she gave one back. After I gave the test, everyone else started giving it toome and guy sat next to each other again, we chatted a bit until the lesson was over.

i was just going to ask guy what was up but before i could start talking the bell rang. time for another lesson thenI wonder what's up, I don't want to force him to say anything, of course, but I can't see him like that. he is my.. best friend? right?

everyone stood up and we went to the other room. it was the room next door, near our first room. guy and i always sit together it's our  thing. we are always in the same place. you will always find us in the corner of the classroom.actually everyone has some kind of fixed places, it's not mandatory but it's just a habit of all of us. the teacher was late already half an hour of class had passed and it was chaotic. it was pretty cool, we've been talking all the time, drawing on the chalkboard, fake fights, truth or dare, and many more such things. i loved this. we really had a bond

all of us did.

the next thing we had to do was training for hockeybut we were all so tiredwe had to stay that long last time.we were allowed to skip a training from misscoach wasn't happy and everyone knew that but it's his own faultI was dreaming a bit until I came back to everyone"he's captain blood" jesse said laughingI laughed at that name for coach. jesse was right. coach was not the same as he was before. all these sponsor things changed him"he looks like ken from barbie with his hair" i continued on jesse "TRUE AHHAHAHA" said averman with all laughs in between

after a while connie started talking "remember when coach said games should be fun?" everyone's laugh went away...slowly. "yeah" fulton spoke. I nodded like everyone else. 

we decided to go outside and stretch "ONE, TWO, THREE" Dean yelled as he stood in front"why do we have to do this anyway, coach isn't here?" I said sighing and tired"well, we have a game tonight" said charlie silently "WHAT WE HAVE A GAME TONIGHT? DID I KNOW? SINCE WHEN?" I yelled confused "you didn't know that?" julie asked me quietly "yeah I didn't" 

I replied "well now you know" she laughed a little "i say mutiny who's with me" sure goldberg said this. I had already seen something like this coming. "goldberg i'm too tired for mutiny" i heard our cowboy saythen julie spoke "come on guys, it's not that we can't use this""true" I said quietly to myself "speak for yourself babe" here we go again. dean's comment didn't make adam too happy i think "her name is julie, not babe" adam was annoyed. 

I could hear it in his voice

and there was a fight "don't tell me how to talk rich boy" said dean as he started pushing adam "HEY PORTMAN, CHILL" Fulton stepped between the boys and pushed Dean away from adam "hey you want a piece off this? huh?" i pulled dean away from the other one after he said thateveryone was pushing each otherthen something struck methe boy of the gamewho was laughing at us? stood behind us? I waited for him to start talking. "YO TEAM USA, what are you gonna do today? a million jumping jacks?" everyone looked at himdean suddenly spoke "this kids crazier then me, forget about it. LOOK FULTON" he was ready to start fighting again but everyone stopped him. everyone was with dean and fulton but me and jesse? we went to that boy. "You're making us sick" Jesse said. i nodded "i'm getting sick of team usa getting represented by a bunch of babies" oh? 

"what's actually wrong with you?" i asked "yeah, well too bad you can't back up that mouth" i looked at jesse after he said that"me and my boys can take you anytime, anywhere" that bothered me"it's my boys and me" came out unexpectedly "it's rude to call yourself first" I continued. he looked up and down at me, i did the same "anyways where are your boys?" "yeah i don't see any boys" jesse spoke after me "i got em waiting" i nodded and looked behind me for a momentguy was staring at meuh-well okay? "grab your gear and let's play some schoolyard puck"i looked at the rest "or maybe you forgot what it's like to play for real pride" someone picked him up "come on"  the man said "what are you doing? let go of me man" we saw him being taken away, before he was out of our sight he yelled "Are you coming or not?" finally we went

after a big discussion with the team. I wanted to see what he and his boys could do.