My feelings on a everyday basis

Im Sorry

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry no one's sees your worth. 
I'm sorry you haven't been loved properly.
I'm sorry you can never find happiness.
I'm sorry that in every moment of your waking life it seems like someone is out to ruin your peace.
I'm sorry you haven't seen the sparkle in your eyes in years.
I'm sorry you still haven't found the right environment to thrive in.
I'm sorry your life always feel upside down.
I'm sorry you still feel like your worthless.
I'm sorry you still don't see the beauty in who you are and how much you have to offer.
I'm sorry you still look for love in other people.
I'm sorry that Eye haven't taught you how to value yourself.
I'm sorry Eye haven't taught you how to be firm in your boundaries.
I'm sorry Eye didn't let our inner child be free.
I'm sorry you still hold on to all your trauma and can't release it.
I'm sorry you just want to end it all.
I'm sorry you feel like your life is over when it hasn't even begun yet.
I'm sorry you can't be the woman you truly want to be.
I'm sorry Eye haven't given you the life you expected and want so badly.
I'm sorry I've failed you.
I'm sorry I've let you down.
I'm sorry Eye couldn't give you better.
I'm sorry.
Sincerely your older self.
-𝒥𝒞ℳ